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Interview with Animals

 The Animals talking about how they reconstitute their body etc.

Looking at who i have become - as the mind, standing equal to it
and standing equal to the body - as all bodies in this world
realizing that i can only change that which i am equal to.

So, in this blog, i am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind

When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns as i jump from one diet to the next.

Let's look at My Mind As A Vegan
(taking no milk, no eggs, no animal meat etc.)

Pattern Number 3

Mind of a Vegan

>I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film

>>where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery

>>> in the hospital there's lots of suffering people that are experiencing pain

>>>>being operated on is painful, as i had a memory of being operated on in the past

>>>>>being in the hospital makes me unable to move around or work
>>>>>>which is like stopping life

>>>>>>>why should i suffer the pain when i can avoid it by taking care of my health

>>>>>>>>sickness is unnatural, like a negative energy

>>>>>>>>>i definitely don't like to die as i have a lot of things to do on earth

>>>>>>>>>>I do not like that bland taste though

>>>>>>>>>>>The vegan cake tasted bland

>>>>>>>>>>>>i better just take that bland taste because that will make me healthy

>>>>>>>>>>>>>i know i can make that vegan food taste good

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I really don't like to get sick nor go to the hospital

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>according to the doctor in the film milk can clog my arteries

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better turn vegan and adopt a vegan diet

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This looks like a pattern - within a program


Quote:
'...how illness sickness, disease, virus, bacteria, essentially had become physical
mini versions of the mind's systems as what the systems do unto the physical body
so essentially like the mind impulsing the physical body in terms of
turning against itself which is what bacteria, viruses, microorganisms
do that more and more evolvedwithin human civilization started doing
this...'
Interview at Eqafe

I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words 

In blogs to come

I will rewrite myself

To through writing, self-forgiveness  and self-corrective application 

stop sentences in the book i have written within myself  my whole life story in this book that is myself

reprogram myself
equal to and one with how i created myself 

I will redefine words and forgive myself for connecting/defining words to/within other words  relating to this diet releasing my separation from words 
through giving it a positive or a negative value
I realized that the definition i give words 
is the way i will view myself, others and this world.

Looking at the Positive and Negative Values 
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition' 
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words

The Word 'Nutrition':

The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html

Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html


Let's look at 
The negative energy  experience which is my memory of being in the hospital: 
Fear of getting sick

 I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>> in the hospital there's lots of suffering people that are experiencing pain

>>>>being operated on is painful, as i had a memory of being operated on in the past

>>>>>being in the hospital makes me unable to move around or work which is like stopping life

Decision To Eat Vegan Food, A Decision of Me as The Mind? 

I am getting a part of what was written above :

>>>>>>>>>>The vegan cake tasted bland

>>>>>>>>>>>anyway, i better just take that bland taste because that will make me healthy

>>>>>>>>>>>>i know i can make that vegan food taste good

>>>>>>>>>>>>>I really don't like to get sick nor go to the hospital

>>>>>>>>>>>>>according to the doctor in the film milk can clog my arteries

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better turn vegan and adopt a vegan diet

Quote:

' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond 
in a very particular specific way to the mind'  
Interview From Eqafe

Here, we can spot the fear.

What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick, fear of going to the hospital, fear of death

What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick/Desire to be healthy

What Is the Decision?
To be Vegan

What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - not getting sick/not going to the hospital

A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is what life means to me which is really limited within a polarity equation. It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss. 

I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by an positive and a negative energy experience?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?

Quote:

'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'

From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming 
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Redefining Vegetarianism: The Mind of a Vegetarian Day 57 Fear of Heart Pains

 

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This is How I Became a 'Vegetarian'

Memory of what happened:

>Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as I was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'. 'I was scared to know that i was at one time in the past dying'

>> Memory: when i was about 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, as i was lying down on bed in the house of my grandmother, having a flu hating the  'bad taste' of the medicine she gave me

>>>Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains -and was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart. He advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and dying which i kept to myself suspecting that there's something going on in my body which i am not aware of nor they are aware of

>>>>Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                         

>>>>>Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 

>>>>>>Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health

>>>>>>>I had the idea that this can stop my heart pains and will stop me from getting sick

>>>>>>>>Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so ) 

Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet

>>>>>>>>>Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'

This is one mind pattern .   When i look at how i programmed myself within food what is clear is that my 'fear of survival and fear of death' is directing me in my choice of food

Note: have a look below - what you see is a copy of how i programmed myself as the mind in relation to food. 

To Be Continued in the coming blogs 

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A Copy of 

My Food Programming

- Memory:I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive. 
- Memory: I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest. 
- Memory: I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk

- Memory: My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it

- Memory:  I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table

- Memory: I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce,  a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me
- Memory: To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food

- Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as I was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that, that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'. 'I was scared to know that i was at one time in the past dying'

- Memory: when i was about 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, as i was lying down on bed in the house of my grandmother, having a flu hating the  'bad taste' of the medicine she gave me

- Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains - and was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart. He advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and fear of death which i kept to myself suspecting that there's something going on in my body which i am not aware of nor they are aware of. 

- Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                         (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 

- Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health

- I had the idea that this can stop my heart pains and will stop me from getting sick

- Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so )  
- Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet

- Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'

- Memory:  I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people
- Memory: I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery

- Memory: Fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death

- Memory: I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 

- Memory: Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 

- Memory: I adopted a vegan diet                                             (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food

- Memory: I researched about raw food

- Memory: I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses

- Memory: I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 

- Memory: I learned how to make raw foods                 (fear of getting sick) 

- Memory: I adopted a raw food diet

- Memory: It tasted good

- Memory: I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food

- Memory: I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'

- Memory: Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting

- Memory: I researched about juice feasting

- Memory: I read that it can remove toxins in the intestine

- Memory: I did juice feasting                                                    (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I felt good and light

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits

- Memory: My dad had an illness so i visited him one day and was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness

- Memory: Decided to eat only fruits

- Memory: I felt light and I looked younger

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian

- Memory: I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food

- Memory: I researched about inedia and breatharianism

- Memory: I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia

- Memory: I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'

- Memory: Where i work, they started a weightloss contest

- Memory: I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   

- Memory: I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    (fear of not surviving without  food and water/fear of death)

- Memory: I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done

- Memory: I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating

- Memory: I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'

- Memory:  I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'

- Memory: I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'

- Memory: I fear sickness and death - so it came up and i saw myself fearing not being able to eat for a long period of time

- Memory: I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'

- Memory: I fear continuing my fast                                         (fear of getting sick/death)

- Memory: I stopped

I am presently doing self-forgiveness for my fears and correcting myself in my living