Water Part 5: Impure Water: Fear Reactions: Beauty

This is the 5th in a Series of Blogs

http://juneroca.com/health/water/

The Message:

I am the Creator and The Created.

Are we really creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living so instead of blaming everyone and everything, i instead take self-responsibility for what i accepted and allowed in this world.

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Part 5

The Mind

Reaction Dimension Continued: 

In this blog, i am looking at my reaction:

Having a relationship to Fear of Drinking Impure Water

What is Self-forgiveness?

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Reaction of Fear to 'creepy crawlies' in water: Fearing polluted water

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of polluted water connecting it to a memory of seeing 'creepy crawlies' in the water when i was growing up seeing that they are growing inside the clay jug when we leave the water stagnant for about 2 weeks - believing that if i drink the water those small worm like creatures will get into my stomach, and so fearing that they will multiply without my knowledge and i will be trapped in a body that i am not in control of which will eventually get me  sick and die from the sickness - fearing not being in control, fearing sickness and fearing death- which fuels the desire to drink pure water - desiring to control the purity of the water - with fear as my starting point .

instead of realizing and understanding that i have attached a fear to the memory and so i am living the past in the present within this and manipulating the body to drink pure water from a starting pint of fear rather than simply drinking pure water without participating in fear.

So i commit myself to when and as i see myself fearing polluted water i stop - release the energy behind it by breathing in and breathing out then doing  self-forgiveness until i am clear being aware of the point and flagging it when i am in a place where there is dirty water.


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of getting sick 
connecting this to a memory of people getting sick in the Philippines and seeing that they do not have proper medical attention because of lack of money, i attached a fear with this memory 

instead of seeing and realizing that i can assist in creating a world that gives dignified life to all starting with the Living income Guaranteed - where all will have a means to have medical attention.

So i commit myself to assist in creating a world that truly honors life.

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What Is The Living Income Guaranteed?

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Self-forgiveness Continued...

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to judge the water as less than life having projected my self-judgment - within seeing myself as inferior/ugly/short/Asian
to the water. The evil me abusing the physical substance by judging water as less than life.

Instead of realizing we all are birthed here sharing this one life and so we are all walking as equals, and realizing the value of water is equal to Life.

So, when i see myself in a location like - in a forest, in remote areas etc. - i stop - i breathe in and as i breathe out, release the energy within myself - forgive myself and realize that the reason why i am giving polluted water a value less than life is because i am giving myself a value less than life through having self-judgments within points of ugliness and inferiority

So it is to realize that this is me as the mind connecting  memories to fear which i project to the water - so i release these memories in the past which i connected to a memory of our maid who i perceived as and judged as ugly and inferior believing that if one is illiterate, slow and smoking cheap cigarettes like him, one is stupid, useless, hopeless and powerless 

So I commit myself to accept and allow me to birth myself here as equal to beauty and to instead of defining beauty as:

 The qualities that give pleasure to the senses (from the Word Web) 

Expand its definition to : 

qualities that give physical pleasure to the physical senses where within this be able to birth myself here as that self which stands for what is best for all so all can be free and life will be here forevermore - so as the physical eyes see that - it sees real beauty. 

And to rather than define Ugliness as:

Displeasing to the senses

Expand its definition to:

displeasing to the senses - having seen the inequality that exist in this world - exposing that and assisting in creating a world that gives dignified life for all.

Water Part 4: Creating the Fitness and Health Industry Within Our Mind:Fear of Having Dehydrated Skin

This is the 4th in a Series of Blogs

Please visit these links:

Part 1 'Not Drinking Enough Water
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/12/water-creating-fitness-and-health.html

Part 2 'I'd Like To Drink Pure Spring Water'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/12/water-part-2-creating-fitness-and.html

Part 3: ' My Skin Is Dehydrated'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2014/01/water-part-3-creating-fitness-and.html


Are we really creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living.
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Part 4

The Mind

Reaction Dimension Continued: 

In this blog, i am looking at my reaction:

Having a relationship to Fear of being dehydrated

What is Self-forgiveness?

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to react in fear when i do not drink much water and connecting that to my skin being dehydrated/flaky where within this i stimulate memories within myself of poor people with very dry skin because of lack of nutrition 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to fear being ugly having a skin that is flaky believing that people will not like me and i will not have a relationship with the opposite sex - within fear of being alone

instead of seeing and realizing that i am resourcing the body of energy when i activate fear as i activate the fight and flight mechanism in it causing stress to the body which will be detrimental to the body. 

I commit myself to instead of reacting to seeing skin on my face dry, stop and release the fear energy by breathing in and breathing out then taking self-responsibility by doing a quick self-forgiveness until i am clear and correcting myself - redefining the word dry from DR -iving me to a fight and flight response mode when i see my face will become ugly, to DR-iving me to see the common  sense that i have to work with my body to see how much water i need to drink to be able to support it to survive.  

Word: Dry

Merriam Webster definition

 adj.
having no or very little water or liquid

Expanding this definition:

having no or very little water or liquid to support its own survival , so assisting my body to get the amount of water it needs to survive optimally.

I am correcting myself by working with the body - walking with it in physical space and time to find out how much water it needs and giving my body that amount of water - also assisting in making water available to all through assisting in creating a world that gives dignified life for all - starting with giving all an income that is guaranteed for life so we all can have means/money to get the water that the body needs to survive. The mind resource the physical for energy so i realized that i have to stop the mind also so that i can support the body optimally.

Continued

Water Part 3: Creating the Fitness and Health Industry Within Our Mind: 'My Skin is Dehydrated'

This is the 3rd in a Series of Blogs

Please visit these links:


Part 1
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/12/water-creating-fitness-and-health.html

Part 2
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/12/water-part-2-creating-fitness-and.html



Are we really creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living.
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Part 3
Backchat Dimension:

In this blog, i am looking at my mind chatter - my backchat

'my skin is so dry'
'no moisturizer can cure the dryness of my skin'
'i can die if i continue this not eating and drinking'

What is Self-forgiveness?

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a backchat

'my skin is too dry'
'no moisturizer can cure the dryness of my skin'
'i can die if i continue this not eating and not drinking'
(i was investigating/trying breatharianism in 2009, when i had these backchats)

Note: 
I do not recommend this for anyone to try. 
Consult your medical professional.

where within this backchat is me fearing dying of dehydration

believing that if  i will not eat and drink
i will have a body without water - and will be dehydrated
if i continue not eating and not drinking water
(when i was investigating breatharianism)

connecting that to a memory of seeing a dry leaf or flower that comes off a plant
when the plant is dead
where it does not have a chance to blossom 

believing that death is ugly and painful
where death is given a negative value
based from a memory which i defined within 
lifelessness
believing it symbolizes the end of me here

instead of seeing and realizing i am here as breath 
within this body
moving me 
directing me
moment by moment

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
define life within hydration - or the presence or absence of water
in the human body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
project my belief about death to animal meat and plant meat
within a backchat:
'plant meat is better than animal meat'
where i judged plant meat as better than animal meat
believing that because it originated from a plant
it is better because the plant did not suffer as much as 
as the animal did

instead of seeing and realizing that when animals 
and plants get killed for food
they both suffer 

even if we do not hear the scream of plants 
they do suffer just like animals

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
limit myself to hear the scream of plants when they are being killed
believing what my guru said 
that they suffer less because they have a simpler nervous system
compared to animals
instead of seeing and realizing that 
i did not investigate this fully 
so it is a belief rather than fact
hearing through my mind ears
rather than having an equal and one relationship with the physical
and 'hearing' here

I commit myself to accept and allow me to 
'hear' here 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
believe that the plant's body is better than the animals
instead of realizing that both the animal's body and the plant's body
is composed of physical matter and water
so they consist of the same thing

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
judge the plant's body/flesh as better than the animal's flesh   
not seeing and realizing that i also judge the water in the plant's body/flesh
as better than the water in the animal's flesh
instead of seeing and realizing that the water in the plant's body and the animal's body is
equal to life 

Through this,
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to eat vegetables and fruits 
and resist eating meat
believing that they are better than meat
instead of realizing that we are all birthed here
therefore equals

I commit myself to when and as i see myself discriminating between animal meat and plant meat
i stop and breath to release the energy, do a quick self- forgiveness
and correct myself until i am clear

I commit myself to accept and allow me to see that the water 
in plants is equal to life 
and that the water in animals is equal to life

I commit myself to develop an equal and one relationship with water

Continued...

Water Part 2: Creating the Fitness and Health Industry Within Our Mind: 'I Like To Drink Pure Spring Water'

In Part 1, i posed a question to myself and shared my answer:
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/12/water-creating-fitness-and-health.html

Are we really creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living.

Part 2 
Imagination Dimension:

In this blog, i am looking at my desire to drink pure water to be healthy which is fueled by my fear of being sick and my fear of death and evolving myself within that by creating a motion picture of sorts within my mind through my imagination.

What is Self-forgiveness?

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to imagine and evolve the 

thought of a picture of me dying in a dessert without water

into a motion picture within my mind 

imagining me dehydrated and dying if i do not drink water

believing that if our body is 80-90 percent water

i have to drink 2-3 liters of water everyday

believing what i heard from the media

connecting this to a memory of a picture of people dying in the dessert

without water to drink

and projecting myself suffering 

when there will be a drought on earth 

instead of seeing and realizing that

this fear is what i created within my mind based on 

my fear of sickness and death

as i saw the poor in the Philippines who does not have money 

to pay for water which they need to survive 

in a world of competition and uncertainty

where the basic necessities of all like water is not 

guaranteed for all

So, i commit myself to assist in creating a world that will give

all the basic necessities all need to survive - like water etc.

and stop myself by releasing this fear within my mind 

through self-forgiveness and stabilizing myself 

when and as i see myself impulsed

by a picture or a news 

about water scarcity or water pollution

and instead of running away from my fear 

and satisfying my desire to drink lots of water

i look at the origin point of the fear

release the negative value i gave to not having water or having impure water

and the positive value i gave to having pure water 

desiring to get water from springs etc.

believing it has more life force

so will give me more health and vitality

rather than see realize and understand that this is me living my fear of sickness and death - within fear of survival

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

believe that when one goes to a certain lake and bathe in that water

where the saints and gurus bathe 

the water in that lake will wash away my sins or karma

because of the power of the saint/guru

Giving spring water a value that is more than life

giving the water in the Ganges/Lourdes a value that is more than life

and giving  tap water a value that is less than life

Instead of realizing water assists us all 

to survive here

It is to realize that the value of water is equal to life

It is us humans that pollute the water on the face of the earth

and so we have to take self-responsibility for 

cleaning up the trash we put in the oceans

to create a balanced ecosystem 

taking care of the earth and the bodies of water on earth

where, as we support the earth's survival

we are in essence supporting our own survival 

I commit myself to instead of following my desires

release the fears that fuel it

I commit myself to stand stable as the breath when watching a video, a movie etc. about water

I commit myself to be clear within myself before i say 

or write the word water

Continued

What Is The Living Income Guaranteed (English)?

Ano Ang Living Income Guaranteed? 

Water Part 1: Creating the Fitness and Health Industry Within Our Mind: 'Not Drinking Enough Water'

Are we really creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living.

In this blog, i am looking at my desire to drink a lot of water to be healthy.

What is Self-forgiveness?

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Self-forgiveness Statements:


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of fear of survival - as water - as thirst - as drinking - as nourishment - as fitness

fear that i will be dehydrated 
believing i can get sick and die if i do not drink a lot of water
believing if my body is dehydrated it will not be able to carry out its many functions

so desires to drink 1-2 liters of water a day
believing i have to drink 1 or 2 liters of water a day 
to be able to be fit and healthy
within fear of death and sickness

Through this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 
doubt the body's ability to function - fearing death
within that, doubt myself 
perceiving a split within myself 
as the personality i created in the mind realm 
as the fitness personality who believes the body needs 1-2 liters of water a day
in contrast to me as breath here 
walking with the body as an equal
and getting feedback on how much water the body really needs


It is to realize that i formed these beliefs within my mind based on fear of not surviving, fear of sickness and death and so it is to release the positive and negative values i have put on drinking more and drinking less water 
and correct myself in my living. 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to have a thought of my skin
wrinkling because of lack of water and being dehydrated and sick 
believing i will ruin my looks
fearing being judged by others as ugly

instead of seeing and realizing this is based on a projection of my belief rather than a common sensical evaluation of how much water my skin needs moment by moment.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to stop my daughter from drinking water when she was having diarrhea when she was young believing that that is what the doctor prescribed 
fearing her discharging too much water
believing that if she will lose so much water from her body
she will be dehydrated and she will die
compromising her body's water needs
because of my fears and beliefs 

instead of embracing the fear 
using common sense 
and develop an equal and one relationship with the body 
to see how much water it needs to keep hydrated.

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to stop eating and drinking for 3 and 1/2 days believing that there is more to the body than meets the eye
the evil me deciding for the body
within fear of not living eternally 
so desiring to not eat and drink
to transcend the instinct to eat and drink
to become the superior personality
that survives without eating and drinking
desiring to be a perfect superior being 
not realizing that desire to be superior is fueled by the fear of being inferior

It is to realize that it is a mind decision
within self-interest 

so it is about seeing how much water the body's needs to perform its many functions
seeing what water really is - a substance that is birthed here 
equal to all  - equal to who i am.

I forgive myself that i have not accepted and allowed myself to see realize and understand that i am using the mind to project my fears and ideas to the physical body and water
letting my mind decide regarding what is best for the body as to 
how much water we need to drink to be able to be fit and healthy
within fear of survival, sickness and death 
using information i heard and seen on tv and in the media
which i did not test in physical reality. 

I commit myself to walk the physical process of determining how much water is physically needed by my body in physical reality using common sense.


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To be continued