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Showing posts with label competition. Show all posts
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Friday, December 7, 2012

Cooked Pumpkin Pie Mathematics: Competitions: Texture: Day 40 Consequence Dimension


I can see how my fear 

of mushy texture 

which i thought about,  imagined in my mind etc.

created a consequential outflow

where the body was resourced 

to transform substance from nutrients

to energy for the mind 

and in 'my without' as this world system

restaurants prepare food

 to cater for the desire of people

for different textures

to satisfy the mind of the customers 

where plants and animals are being 

slaughtered for food and profit

and within that

use the animal and plant bodies 

to entertain the mind within texture

===

My Self -forgiveness 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

to create as consequence the food industry where 

people use food to entertain the mind 

as 'restaurant owners/people who prepare food' 

making sure 

that food being served has all the textures that would satisfy 

the customer who eats and pay for the food

-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to 

exist in an unequal monetary system

disregarding people who does not have money

yet making food available with different textures 

for us, the elite  who has money 

 to entertain the mind to be 'happy'

===

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

'as the employer'/restaurant owners

for not assisting in establishing a world that truly honors life based on equality

supporting the current system based on inequality

 slaughtering plants and animals

to sell 

to earn money to survive within self-interest

-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

as 'pumpkin pie factory owners'

to make many pumpkin pies to feed 

people who has money

who celebrates Thanksgiving and other events

disregarding those who does not have money

to buy a pumpkin pie

surviving within self-interest 

for the purpose of earning profit

not realizing this is not what is best for all but what is best for me only

rather than assist in establishing a world based on equality

where all can have food on the table

standing for what is best for all life
-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to

as a 'chef'

 make food that has different textures

 designed to make profit 

and entertain the mind of people

to have 'positive mind energy experiences'

not seeing/realizing food is there to assist the body

to survive optimally

-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

'as the restaurant employee', to earn money 

to survive in a world of inequality

 making food for people

to make them 'happy'

to earn money to survive

yet not assisting in establishing a 

 a world that truly honors life based on equality

to birth life on earth

so slaughter of plants and animals for profit will stop
-

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself 

to join food competitions as a competitor 

preparing food

 in food competitions

with different textures

so the judges will like the food

so i can win the competition

so i as the evil me

can have money and fame

 in this world system of inequality

slaughtering animals and plants

 to  prepare food 

to win a food competition 

making sure the food i am preparing has all the textures 

 the judges like

 within self-interest 

only thinking about how i can be popular 

so people will look up to me as the 'best chef'

not seeing and realizing that food 

as animal meat and plant meat

are animals and plants giving up their lives 

to assist the human body to survive optimally  

in oneness and equality

where the body of humans is being given value = Life
where the body of nature is being given a value equal to = Life
where the body of animals is being given a value = Life
where the body of plants is being given a value = Life
-

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to say 'yes' to being a judge
in food competitions

where i judge the expression/manifestation 
of life as plants, animals etc.

and give them a value that is more than or less than life
not realizing this is abuse of life

as they are here to support the body to survive 

not realizing that when i give  manifestations/expressions of life 

a value greater than or less than  Life

 i am blaming the physical/substance for 

expressing the way it is 

 perceiving the expression/manifestation within my mind's eyes 

judging these manifestations/expressions 

according to how they look, smell and taste 

and how i believed they should look, smell or taste 

based on self-interest which is  

according to what will give me 

'the most positive energy experience'

or 'happiness'

without considering what is best for all life

===

I commit myself to blog about how animals and plants etc. are 

being used to entertain the mind

where people do not assist in establishing


where people do not put a stop in slaughtering plants and animals for profit

where people does not stand for what is best for all 

and create life - where all can live as equals on the face of the earth 

in this one Life forevermore

===

Pumpkin Mathematics
Giving Mind Values as + and - Values
Vs
Giving Value Equal To Life
===

'I have given the mushy texture of the pumpkin pie a value = - 10

where i did not see
 that i am giving values to different textures 
to have a positive energy experience

where food with different textures  is being given a value = +10
as it gives me happiness

as when i taste soft and crunchy textures in the food i eat
 i become happy'

where 

'a combination of soft and crunchy texture = +10'

and so i accumulate 'positive values'

which gives me 'more positive experiences' 

which gives me 'more happiness experiences'

as in

'soft texture + crunchy texture  = positive or happy mind experience'

so chefs prepare food that has different textures

to entertain the mind of customers 

doing it for profit

where 

'food with different textures  = more customers = higher profit = +10 
food with mushy texture without crunch = less  customers = low profit = -10'

where' +10 and -10' are mind values that are not real

as i can see using common sense 

that we are all parts of life with equal value 

as our physical/body is made from the same substance all are made of

so i commit myself to 

giving 'texture' 

which is an expression/manifestation 

of Life

a value 

equal to Life
===

I commit myself to when and as i see myself wanting to join competitions as a competitor

I stop

I breathe

I do not participate

I realize this is me desiring to classify manifestations/expressions

according to my mind's eyes 

where i do not see the consequential outflow of this on the body 

resourcing the physical (for nutrients) 

and transforming them to energy for use by the mind

to be able for me to go inside my mind 

jumping from one compartment to the next to be 'happy'

which requires energy 

looking for flaws and perfection in the food i am judging

not realizing that this is how

 i as the mind

perceive manifestations/expressions of life

as an individual separate from life

not realizing i am part of life 

so in essence i am equal to all parts of Life

so i bring myself here and assist myself to 

accept and allow me to have an equal and one relationship with the 

physical/body where i will be able to see
in an equal and one seeing

the equality that exist as the body/physical 

made from the same substance all bodies/physicals

are made of

here in this physical existence

 and assist myself to accept and allow me to see

 what nutrients the body needs

to survive optimally

-

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 

being asked to judge a competition

i stop

i breathe

i stop participating

I realize this is me perceiving myself as superior from Life 

where within my mind i judge Life

according to my beliefs

which come from what i heard or seen 

which i took as my truth 

not considering the interdimensionality of Life

which my mind's eyes cannot see 

not realizing that i have to use common sense 

and see from a physical seeing 

that Life expresses itself in so many ways

as different expressions/manifestations

so instead of judging Life

all i have to do  is bring myself back here

and give Life 

 its real/physical value

a value equal to Life

===


Saturday, October 13, 2012

Hand-Pulled Noodles Making: Gordon Ramsay as Me



                                




This is a continuation of this Blog:



I am looking at videos about how wheat noodles are made, as part of my self-correction in educating myself to see the expression of the wheat plant in this world, in my previous blog, which i put a link above, when i saw these videos:

Hand made Fast Chinese noodles
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zyDMRrcC00U
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8LN-DpTxMFc&feature=endscreen&NR=1

How Noodles are Made From Flour
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dWPwfnWHhdA&playnext=1&list=PLCB623EA8786315EC&feature=results_video

The third video i saw was of Gordon Ramsay competing with a Chines Chef in making hand-pulled noodles, where i saw me as the 'Competition as the Winning is Happiness' character which i am blogging about today: 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GaeyFyQemDw


I am doing self-forgiveness for/ as people who prepares food - Chefs in general competing with each other to be the best chef that can do the job as i put this back to myself and look at how i created this world as i participated in my mind 'within' and create people like me in this world as my 'without'

Releasing My Desire To Compete as One Who Prepares Food For Others
Using Self-forgiveness

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to win and be the best chef so that i will have many people watching my show and will be famous - within self-interest, coming from the fear of losing - which is fear of suffering, as the 'Winning is Happiness' Mind Character, where,

***
My Thoughts:
'It's easy to do that'
'I can learn to do that easy'
'How can i be the best Chef?'


My Imagination:
Myself on tv being interviewed by BBC News or Oprah

My Backchat/Internal Conversation within my Mind:
'i got to do this right, or else this guy is going to beat me'
Myself on tv being interviewed by BBC News or Oprah
My Reaction
Excitement, Anxiety, Apathy

My Physical Behaviour

Heart beating fast
Holding  breath

Arms in big up and down movements
***

Is showing i am not HERE as breath, i am within my mind in a movie i created, playing my role as the 'Winning is Happiness' mind character trying to win,

- where i go within my mind to think and and imagine that me and another chef is preparing the same dish and me winning

- where i imagine me being interviewed on tv and by Oprah which gives me a lot of exposure for all to see i am the best - to make me famous - so i can be happy - that i lived a life as a famous chef

- not seeing and realizing that i separated myself from what is here by existing as the 'best chef' character within my mind and have pictures and memories of me 'winning as a chef', where in that alternate reality 'i am the best and i always win'

- where i go further within my mind and with the thoughts and imaginations and pictures i have internal conversations as in, 'i got to do this right, or else this guy is going to beat me'
- where my driving force in this winning the competition and desiring happiness from winning

- instead of me seeing what is here as where the wheat was planted, how much labor went into making the flour noodles

- where i am 'unaware of the expression of the wheat as equal to my expression here

 - 'unaware that the wheat draws nutrients form the soil and this body i am in draws nutrients from the soil as the earth - which shows me - all are made from the same physical/substance all are made of

- where i miss the point of equality of/as all life

 -where i miss a breath, in holding my breath in 'amazement' of how the chefs are doing and how their work is less than or more than mine

- where i focused on self-interest within entertaining myself on thinking how can i be the best in what i do

- where the awards i will get in being the best chef becomes a testament of what i did on earth

- not realising that it is not what i do, it is who i am in what i do, the platform i am standing on

-where i did not ask myself the question:

Is this me as the mind character as the, 'I am the best In what i do and i am proud of what i do - work as my happiness' MIND CHARACTER that i created within my mind?

Not realizing i am HERE, as the PHYSICAL CHARACTER

as flesh , as blood, breathing - in oneness with life
===
Self-Commitment To Correction 
Recreating A 'New Self' That Can Be Trusted
To Always Stand For What Is Best For all 


So, I am correcting myself, in my self-commitment script:




I commit myself to when and as i see myself desiring to win and be the best chef - i stop - take a breath, and to:

Correcting Me within Desiring To Compete

- Instead of participating in competition i just do what i do - prepare food to assist the body to function optimally

Correcting Me Within Going Within My Mind and Thinking The Following Thoughts:

- Instead of  thinking, 'It's easy to do that'
 - i stop judging work as easy or difficult according to my beliefs, and to just do what i have to do to
prepare food for others to assist their body to function optimally

- Instead of thinking, 'I can learn to do that easy'

- I stop thinking and just learn how to do what i need to learn to do

- instead of thinking, 'How can i be the best Chef?'

- I stop thinking and assist myself to see the common sense in simply living as who i am - equal to all that is here

Correcting myself Within Imagining I Am The Best:

-Instead of imagining Myself on tv being interviewed by BBC News or Oprah

- I stop imagining and bring myself back here, assist myself through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application to release the definition of me within desiring 'fame and fortune' as the 'Fame and Fortune is Happiness' Mind Character

- and simply do what i do to survive, assist in establishing a world that truly honors life and live as who i am as equal to all that exist

Correcting Me Within Reacting:

- Instead of reacting and be excited, anxious, and apathetic
- take a breath and release the memories, as pictures, fears, desires,  anxiousness, apathy, excitement etc.within myself and let go of the separation by going within my mind
- and simply live as who i am equal to all that is here

Correcting Me Within Using My Mind To Manipulate My Physical Behavior

-Instead of manipulating my body movements or physical behavior - where i use the mind to manipulate the body to justify my desires

- I stop, i breathe 
- and be aware of when i am activating the 'competition - winning is happiness' character - and be aware of when my heart starts beating fast, holding my breath and my hands in big up and down movements - to assist myself to stabilize myself as breath, sit up or stand up straight and pull myself up and do my food preparation as the breath here
- to identify what the 'negative experience and the positive experience' is - where i can see clearly how i created this body movement from - tracing it , 'from the negative experience of judging oneself as unpopular, and then creating the positive experience of when one starts to compete (in many ways at work, in 'relationships', in blogging etc.) and 'feel i will win', feeling excited before the competition and then anxiety comes up as i am competing worried that i might lose and then apathy consoling myself that win or lose it's okay'