Fear of Losing Weight: How We Create The Weight Loss Industry Within Our Mind :

 Living Income Guaranteed Filipino
What Is Living Income Guaranteed? English

Youtube Videos

My Food Blog

My Facebook Page
Soul of Money
Basic/Living Income Guaranteed

'because you're worth it'

Investigating Weight Loss, Weight Gain and Weight Maintenance

Are we creating this world?

Who else will create this world but us who are here living in this world?

We mirror 'our within' - as the mind in 'our without' - as this world system

So i am doing self-forgiveness for accepting and allowing this and correcting myself in my living.

What is Self-forgiveness?

Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of
fear of survival - as weight - as shape- as energy -as looks

fear having no weight - feeling light
where i connected feeling light with disappearing into thin air and having no mass
which i interpreted as dying
within fear of being alone, fear of sickness and fear of death.

and desire to gain weight within my mind, thinking, imagining, ways to survive
instead of assisting in creating a real world, where All of us have a dignified life - where survival is guaranteed.

Within this, I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
Fear that i will feel so light when i lose weight
believing that i will be blown away by the wind if i become so light
so, desiring to take it slowly
and delay or postpone my weight loss
believing that i cannot adjust to the feeling of lightness
that i will feel when my body lose too much weight
believing that i will feel ugly when i lose weight
believing i will not be attractive to others when i look old - within fear of being alone
believing i will have wrinkles which i connected to a memory of me
losing weight before
noticing wrinkles appearing on my face because of muscles lost
which i judged as ugly - within fear of not looking good
believing that young is better than old
believing that if i have a fuller face-  when i am fat, i look younger
believing that youth equals life
and that life equals survival

So, within that fear is me fearing surviving in this world where survival is not guaranteed

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
create conflict within myself
within these beliefs
creating a mind world which has no physical reality
where i doubt who i am
believing that the alternate version of me in my mind world is real
instead of realizing  that who i am is here
as the breath within this body

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
form thoughts within my mind
where i think of a picture of me with my clothes becoming too big for me to wear
believing it is losing something - where a part of me is lost
within regret
instead of realizing i am here in the physical

Within this I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
evolve this picture into a moving picture
within my mind
associating this with a memory
of when i just came out of the hospital
very weak because i was asked to only take water  and IVY for 21 days
and had to hold on to a pole when the wind was blowing hard
outside on the streets to be able to stay on the ground
instead of realizing that
this is me fearing this happening again
reliving the past in the present
so it is to realize that i am here as the breath within this body
so i remain here

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
have a backchat of 'i feel too light'
where within this i am resisting to release self from the mind - relationship
instead of realizing i am abusing words within my mind
so i have to stop and accept and allow me
to release myself from this mind-relationship

Within this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
react in resistance to the picture/memory of me being too light that i have to cling to the pole
to stop me from being blown by the wind
instead of realizing i have to release myself from this mind-relationship
that i have created in an alternate reality within my mind
and be here stable as breath directing the thoughts and energies
arising within me

Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
manipulate my body to blink hard to manifest my desire to resist
believing that if i blink hard i will transcend the overwhelmingness i feel within myself
instead of realizing and understanding that i have to release the associated
fears within my mind and be stable here as breath - slowing myself down
as i direct the energies arising within my body and within this stability
investigate the consequence weight gain or weight loss
in the functioning of my body
so assist my body to lose weight from the starting point of assisting my body
realizing that it is the layering of fears in my body
which can be traced to a misunderstanding of the words weight, weight loss and weight gain
that is the source of my eating behavior/pattern

Within this i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
create a consequence in 'my without'
through my acceptance and allowance in my within
of the weight loss industry, the eating disorder industry, wellness industry, mail order bride industry, fasting and detoxing clinics, guru and disciple fasting regimens etc.
and so, it is to stop creating it within myself so i do not create it in my without
realizing this is  a holographic universe

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
have the excuse that i have to survive or exist as the personality that
fears weight loss as i fear feeling light -within  fear of being sick and fear of death
believing that if i run away from this fear i will feel good and within that feel whole
instead of realizing i have to face my fear and embrace it to be able to change
as the more i resist it the more it will persist - so i stop

Through this, i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
justify the excuse that i have to survive or exist as this personality that fear feeling light
fearing weight loss, fearing sickness, fearing death, fearing being thin
fearing being ugly, fearing being below normal
fearing not being liked and accepted by many and fearing being ostracized
believing that this desire to be feel 'heavy/weighty', desire to be normal, desire to have a normal weight
according to the standard set out for people who have the same height as me
and the eventual satisfaction of this desire will lead me to wholeness
instead of realizing this is balance in polarity
runnig away from my fear of being light and then desiring to to stop losing weight
even if it is not supporting my body - where the organs in it gets enveloped with fat
and creates difficulty in performing its functions
is the evil me wanting to win through trying to transcend fear within my mind
rather than facing the fear and realizing its origin - which can be
a memory of me when i was a kid
fearing getting sick with flu believing that i will feel weak when sick
where i associated it with not being able to live life fully playing with my friends
and being able to go to school, remaining in bed, alone and miserable
connecting losing weight to being alone - within aloneness
It is to realize that real wholeness does not need separation from the source

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to resonate and experience the word weight
over and over again into the physical rippling through into the water programming the physical into the depths of the physical itself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to resonate and experience the word weight gain
over and over again into the physical  rippling through into the water programming the physical into the depths of the physical itself

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to resonate and experience the word weight loss over and over again into the physical  rippling through into the water programming the physical into the depths of the physical itself


===
Realization

I realized that it is my fear of feeling light which is connected to other fears that is behind my desire to gain weight

===

Commitment to correction:


I commit myself to redefine the words weight, weight loss, weight gain
as equal to my expression

I commit myself to be clear within myself before i speak or write the words weight, weight gain and weight loss

===

Weight

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word weight
through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word weight through giving it a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word weight with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word weight with a negative value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word healthy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word healthy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word responsibility
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word responsibility

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word chubby
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word chubby

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word cuddly
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word cuddly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word pinch
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word pinch

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word ugly
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word ugly

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word unattractive
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word unattractive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word fat
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word fat

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word slow
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word slow

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word binge
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word binge

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word greedy
I forgive myself that i  have  accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word greedy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word temptation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word temptation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word food
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word food

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word restriction
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word restriction

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word disease
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word disease

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the words heart attack
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the words heart attack

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word diabetes
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word diabetes

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word heavy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word heavy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word discomfort
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word discomfort

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word weight to the word pain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word weight within the word pain


===
Weight

+
healthy = 100
responsibility=  -10
chubby = +10
cuddly = +10
pinch = -10
-
ugly = -10
unattractive  = -10
fat = -100
slow = -15
pain = -10
greedy = -10
binge = -10
temptation = -15
food = -5
restriction = -5
disease = -100
heart attack = -100
diabetes = - 100
heavy = -70
discomfort = -10

===

The Word 'Healthy' Day 112 Connected To The Word 'Nutrition'

Store

Redefining Words    

Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

The Word 'Healthy'                                         

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'healthy'

as who i am in relation to symbols that are building blocks of words

words that are building blocks of sentences

which i use to express myself here

as i birth myself as Life

What is self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

Self-forgiveness:

Separating From the Word Through Giving it a Positive and A Negative Value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word healthy

through giving it a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word healthy

through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and A Negative Value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word healthy with a positive value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word healthy with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word nutrition

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word nutrition

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word food

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word food

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word slim

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word slim

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word fit

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word fit

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word wealthy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word wealthy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word wise

I forgive myself that ih ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word wise

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word water

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word water

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word sunshine

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word sunshine

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word young

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word young

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word happy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the words happy

Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word diet

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word diet

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word bland

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy through the word bland

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word difficult

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word difficult

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy within the word expensive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word expensive

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word restricted

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word restricted

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word healthy to the word socialize
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word healthy within the word socialize

===

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to

resonate the word 'healthy' over and over again

into the very physical

rippling through into the water and actually program  the very physical

from the depths of he physical itself

Commitment to Correction:

I commit myself to instead of connecting/defining the word 'healthy' to/within other words
that i have assigned positive and negative values to
that are my mind identification of reality
redefine it and give it a meaning
equal to my expression as who i am

i commit myself to through 
writing
self-forgiveness
and self-correction in my living
breath by breath
rewrite myself 
live my words

stopping the sentences
within my mind

that sentence myself 

to an illusionary existence
in an alternate reality
as an alternate version of me - within my mind

stopping the sentences in the book i have written
within myself
my whole life story
equal to and one with how i created myself 
through spoken words within my mind

I commit myself to when and as i see myself using the word 'healthy'
within 
fear of sickness
fear of pain
fear of suffering
fear of not surviving/death

desiring to be healthy
desiring to look good
desiring to feel good
desiring to feel happy
desiring to be superior - within eating healthy food
desiring tasty food

I stop 
I breathe

I realized this is me as the mind
believing that i can run away from my fear of being sick 
by desiring to be healthy 
believing that i will be healthy by having a certain kind of diet

within that reacting to the fear and the body reacting to me reacting 
which creates stress
in my within - as the mind
creating stress in 'my without'

creating noise within and without 
the PARA NOISE as Paranoia

I assist myself to stop the noise 
by facing my fears 

forgiving myself
 correcting myself in my living

releasing me from the positive and negative values 
i connected/defined to/within  other words

I assist myself 
to be clear within myself 
before i speak or write the word 'healthy'

redefining words and living the redefined meaning of words

so as i redefine words
i redefine myself
and my living

I redefine Life
as standing for what is best for all

Quote:

'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory

over and over and over again and because it resonates

over and over again into the very physical body

it ripple through into the water

and actually program the very physical from the depths of

the physical itself'

Parenting Perfecting The Human Race Part 6

https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6https://eqafe.com/i/jroca-parenting-perfecting-the-human-race-part-6

Correcting My Relationship with The Virus Part 3: SF Day 80 Fear of HIV: Gender

The Mathematics of Life

Food Mathematics 

Store

===

The Life of a Scientist

 ===

This is a continuation of this blog:

http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/correcting-my-relationship-with-virus_13.html

Topic: Self-forgiving me in this blog and in the coming blogs, correcting myself in my living application standing equal to the mind - realizing i can only change/stop that which i am equal to/as - stopping mind participation to birth me here as equal to/as all Life

Specific Point: 'Correcting My  Relationship with the Virus'' Part 3

What is Self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

===

Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as

'fear of survival - as form'

fear i will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i get near gay guys

doubting who i am

uncertain of whether i am the one with form or the one without form

blaming the physical for creating existence with form and without form

having the excuse that i need to survive as an individual having form

justifying that by saying 'i need to be whole'

which is balance within polarity

not seeing and realizing that i am here 
as breath in every moment

not seeing that this body is being compromised

as it is being resourced transforming physicality to energy

within having a relationship of fear 
to HIV 

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate  in the design of/as 'fear of survival as - movement'

fear gay movement - the picture of them swinging the arm with more flexibility than

normal males 
doubting who i am 
as a female that has flexibility in movement
which is the opposite of a male, which i defined 
as not having flexibility in movement 
as much as females do

defining myself within balance in polarity

not seeing that i am here as breath as who i am, what i am and how i am

blaming the physical for creating movement within gender

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a female moving in a certain way

justifying that by saying 'i have to be whole' 
and act as a female as what i had been defined as 
in this world

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the the design of/as 'fear of survival - as thickness - as texture'

fear being thin desiring to be in a certain weight range that had been designated as 

acceptable to be considered healthy, living and surviving

doubting who i am 

uncertain of whether i am the one who has texture or the one without

blaming the physical for creating texture

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within an acceptable weight range

justifying this by saying i need to be whole - and has to be within an acceptable weight range

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 'fear of survival - as space'

fear that i will be contaminated if i go near the gay people with HIV

doubting whether i am the one existing in space or not

blaming the physical for creating space

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within space

justifying this by saying 'i need to be whole' 

the one who is defined as a person in a certain location in space.

Through this, 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 

'fear of survival - as information - as sex'

fear not knowing what a gay man do with regards to sex

believing that i know what females do with males

believing that females are having physical interaction with men the normal way

but not knowing/doubting how males and males have physical interaction 
doubting how i will define myself, the gay men and the straight men
blaming the physical for creating definitions for gays, females and males
giving the excuse that i have to survive as information and knowledge
defining me as who i have become as the mind
which is accepted by the majority
justifying this by saying, 'i have to be whole'
staying as the female that is defined to be the opposite gender of a male
not seeing and realizing that i am the one who defined myself into creation through the words i speak and write - expressing myself through words and that i can forgive myself and correct myself in my living participation to recreate myself to be that self that will always stand for what is best for all life.

Continued in the coming blogs

===

To learn more about the mind, Thoughts etc. 

check out: DIP Lite

=== 

 

Quote:

 

The Virus

 '...what would happen is they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '

Correcting My Relationship With The Virus Part 2 Day 79 Fear

About Writing/Blogging

SELF-FORGIVENESS

===

My Main Blog Site:

http://junejourneytolife.blogspot.com/
===
STORE
===

The Mathematics of Life
===

DIP Lite

                                                                              ===

The Dimensions of My Mind

Fear as The Base Platform of the Mind

 

Fear of being Near Gay Men contaminated by HIV

Fear:  I will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i come near gay people with HIV

Thought (picture of a gay person):  the swinging of the arms

Imagination: me getting as thin as the gay people with HIV and then dying of the disease

Backchat: 'I shouldn't get near him because HIV is contagious'

Reaction: Avoidance

-Within the thought dimension, i tend to fear gay men because i do not know what they do in terms of how they have sex,  becoming suspicious of men who swing their arms near their face as gays 

- Within the imagination dimension, there's fear of getting thin and not being able to do anything but wait to die - like the tv news bits i saw featuring men with HIV

-i am amused by how they move but within that is fear of being contaminated with the virus

Physical/ Behaviour: 

smiling, eyes gazing at the gay guy

Note:

In the coming blogs, i will do self-forgiveness and a commitment to correct myself in my living participation - to stop mind partipation.

===

 

Quote:

Virus

 '...what would happen is, they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '

The Word 'Virus' Day 76 Connection Mathematics

The Mathematics of Life

===

Store

===

Redefining Words
===
Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race
 Words

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

The Word 'Virus'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'virus'

as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'virus' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness? http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 
 === 
Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word virus through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word virus through giving it a negative value
 
Charging It with A Positive And A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word virus with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and alowed myself to charge the word virus with a negative value
  ===

Positive Connections/Definitions 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word rest
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word rest

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word care
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word care


I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word love

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word attention
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word attention

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word stop
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word stop
===
 
Negative Connections/Definitions
-
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word sickness

i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word disease
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word disease

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word avoid
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word avoid

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word mysterious
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word mysterious

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word pain
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word pain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word suffering
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word suffering

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word contagious
i forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word contagious

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word  fight
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word fight

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word hospital
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word hospital

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word doctor
I forgive myself that ih ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word doctor

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word ostracize
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word ostracize

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word operation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to  define the word virus within the word operation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word immobile
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word immobile 
 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word thin
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word thin   

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word nurse
I forgive myself that i have accepted and alloweed myself to define the word virus within the word nurse  

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word virus to the word medicine
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word virus within the word medicine
 ===

Commitment to Correction Script
I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using words to win when i fear losing

I stop 

I breathe
I realize that i fear surviving in a world of inequality

so fear losing

as that would mean the death of me as the personality/character/ego

either in writing, speaking or internal conversations within my mind

I change my starting point

and direct myself to stabilize me as breath

be clear within myself 

assisting myself to redefine the word virus

and live the word as an expression of who i am, what i am and how i am

I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word virus

through giving the word a positive or a negative value

I stop

I breathe

I realize that it is me as the mind

wanting to win 

to get a positive energy experience

to be healthy

So i assist myself to accept and live 

health as me

using words as equal to my expression

I realized that giving the word virus a negative value is me as the mind
fearing losing in a world of competition
experiencing the word virus in a positive or negative way
seeking out words so i can win

I commit myself to before speaking this word 
be clear within myself 
make sure that there are no movements within myself 

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness 
and self-corrective application
rewrite myself 
to stop sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story
in this book that is myself 
equal to and one with how i created myself 
programmed or defined myself  
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words,
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to accept and allow me to
through my physical ears here ('hear') pure sound
assisting myself to integrate it into a beingness physical level
in equality and oneness
that self will become that word 
as a living remembrance of it
=== 

The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
Vs
Giving Values Equal to Life
I realized that i gave positive and negative values
connecting/defining the word 'virus'
to/within other words

'as in
 
Positive Connections/Definitions

rest = +10

care = +100

love = +100

attention = +100

stop = +10

Negative Connections/Definitions

sickness = -100
disease = -100
mysterious = -100
avoid = -100
death = - 1000
pain = - 100
suffering = -100
contagious = -100
fight = -10
medicine = -10
difficult = -100
doctor = -100
nurse = -10
hospital = -100
ostracize = -50




medicine = -100
immobile = -100
operation = -1000
thin = -10'

I realized that the values i had given these words 
are mind values that are not real

realizing that words are symbols that we sound
as who we are
realizing that it is to use words as equal to who i am
as equal to my expression as Life
and realize that the value of all that is here
is equal to Life


We have this one Life to Live! ===

Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into  a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...' 
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2 Interview by Sunette Spies
===