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Correcting My Relationship With The Virus Part 8 Day 85: Body Movement

 

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In this blog, I am rewriting myself

creating a new self that
is not driven by the mind
but rather self-directive

 

In the beginning of this blog I will put the self-forgiveness statement

I wrote in the previous blog

for context

then I will write the commitment to correction script

of how I am going to correct myself

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Self-forgiveness Statement:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate  in the design of/as 'fear of survival as - movement'

fear the gay body movement

their arm swinging with more flexibility than normal males 

their hips swinging more than the normal males
their heads swinging more than the usual males

doubting who i am 
as a female that has flexibility in movement
which is the opposite of a male
having defined the male  
as not having flexibility in movement 
as much as females do
defining myself within balance in polarity

blaming the physical for

creating males and gays
creating females and lesbians

with the same body structural design

males and gays having a penis
females and lesbians having a vagina

yet different kinds of body movement

the males having a penis like the gays
but with head not moving left and right
but with hands not moving left and right flexed
but with hips not moving left and right
as much as gays do

the females having a vagina like the lesbians
but not wearing clothes of a male 
but with hips not stiff
but with head not stiff
but with hands not stiff
as much as lesbians do

having the excuse that I have to survive as a female

justifying that by the belief
that 'I have to be whole'
being a female gender opposite the male gender
within balance in polarity
separating from the male and then uniting with the male
not seeing and realizing that wholeness does not need separating from the source

not seeing that i am here as breath as who i am, what i am and how i am

 

 

Correcting My Relationship With The Virus Part 6 'Stay Away!' Day 83 Correction: HIV

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This is a continuation of this blog:

http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/correcting-my-relationship-with-virus_1715.html 

In this blog, i am doing a self-correction script
rewriting myself
to create another script

and creating
a new self that
is not driven by the mind
but rather self-directive

one that i can trust to stand for what is best for all life always
taking myself by the hand and walking myself  step by step
guiding myself in each and every step of the way

in/as self-intimacy
correcting myself as i live and express here in this physical existence

correcting myself everytime i see myself participating in thoughts, internal conversations, reactions, behavior etc. 
until all is free and Life is here forevermore.

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I will copy the self-forgiveness statement in the previous blog to give this blog proper context then i will do the self-commitment script at the end.

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Self-forgiveness Statement:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 'fear of survival - as space'

fear that i will be contaminated if i go near gay people with HIV

doubting whether i am the one existing in space or not
believing that i am in one space and another is in another space
separate from where i am

blaming the physical for creating space
that is separate 
for those who are clean and those who are unclean
for those who are gay and for those who are not gay

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within space
separate from the space where the gay guy with HIV is
believing that if i share his space the virus will attack me

justifying this by saying 'i need to be whole' 

believing that i can defend my space from others who will endanger it
by not letting others in who may threaten that space
believing that i am a person that can be in a certain location in space
that is safe from danger, if i stay away from gay guys

not seeing and realizing I am HERE
and that HERE is EVERYWHERE

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Self-Correction Script

I commit myself to
when and as i see myself  
fearing that i will be contaminated with the HIV virus if i come near gay guys
I stop
I breathe

I realize that this is me as the mind
separating myself from all that is here in this physical existence
staying in a corner within my mind believing i am safe in that corner
not seeing and realizing that i created fear of the HIV virus within my mind
and then imagined the HIV virus attacking me 
fearing it and then avoiding it
staying away from
imagined enemies in my mind
staying in a corner that i proclaimed safe
from invaders. 

not seeing and realizing that I
am living a fear pattern
which I imagined

then I reacted
to this fear I imagined

not seeing and realizing this is
an illusion within my mind
that I am giving life to

by acting it out
behaving as if there is an enemy
that I have to avoid

when there is only me here
as all parts of me as life

I am HERE as breath
moving moment by moment
as who I am, what I am and how I am

I am HERE.
HERE is EVERYWHERE
EVERYWHERE is HERE.

I assist myself to stabilize me as breath and
accept and allow me to see gays as my equal
realizing that the body of gay's consist of cells
which consist of atoms which consist of substance all are made of

realizing from dust we all came and to dust our bodies will return

I assist myself to develop an equal and one relationship
with the viruses 
accepting the virus as part of me - as part of life 
consisting of the same substance all consist of

redefining the word 'gay' 
and use it as equal to my expression

redefining the word 'space' and use it as equal to my expression.

realizing that when i participate in my mind
within thoughts, internal conversations, reactions of emotions and feelings etc.
the physical is being resourced for energy 
transforming the physical to energy
for the mind to exist

weaknesses which gives rise to viruses

So,it is to realize that i am the one that is taking self-responsibility

and it is to realize that the virus is not to be resisted

as the virus' body is composed of
substance, all consist of, therefore equal to all
that is here.

Correcting My Relationship with The Virus Part 3: SF Day 80 Fear of HIV: Gender

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This is a continuation of this blog:

http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/correcting-my-relationship-with-virus_13.html

Topic: Self-forgiving me in this blog and in the coming blogs, correcting myself in my living application standing equal to the mind - realizing i can only change/stop that which i am equal to/as - stopping mind participation to birth me here as equal to/as all Life

Specific Point: 'Correcting My  Relationship with the Virus'' Part 3

What is Self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as

'fear of survival - as form'

fear i will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i get near gay guys

doubting who i am

uncertain of whether i am the one with form or the one without form

blaming the physical for creating existence with form and without form

having the excuse that i need to survive as an individual having form

justifying that by saying 'i need to be whole'

which is balance within polarity

not seeing and realizing that i am here 
as breath in every moment

not seeing that this body is being compromised

as it is being resourced transforming physicality to energy

within having a relationship of fear 
to HIV 

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate  in the design of/as 'fear of survival as - movement'

fear gay movement - the picture of them swinging the arm with more flexibility than

normal males 
doubting who i am 
as a female that has flexibility in movement
which is the opposite of a male, which i defined 
as not having flexibility in movement 
as much as females do

defining myself within balance in polarity

not seeing that i am here as breath as who i am, what i am and how i am

blaming the physical for creating movement within gender

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a female moving in a certain way

justifying that by saying 'i have to be whole' 
and act as a female as what i had been defined as 
in this world

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the the design of/as 'fear of survival - as thickness - as texture'

fear being thin desiring to be in a certain weight range that had been designated as 

acceptable to be considered healthy, living and surviving

doubting who i am 

uncertain of whether i am the one who has texture or the one without

blaming the physical for creating texture

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within an acceptable weight range

justifying this by saying i need to be whole - and has to be within an acceptable weight range

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 'fear of survival - as space'

fear that i will be contaminated if i go near the gay people with HIV

doubting whether i am the one existing in space or not

blaming the physical for creating space

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within space

justifying this by saying 'i need to be whole' 

the one who is defined as a person in a certain location in space.

Through this, 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 

'fear of survival - as information - as sex'

fear not knowing what a gay man do with regards to sex

believing that i know what females do with males

believing that females are having physical interaction with men the normal way

but not knowing/doubting how males and males have physical interaction 
doubting how i will define myself, the gay men and the straight men
blaming the physical for creating definitions for gays, females and males
giving the excuse that i have to survive as information and knowledge
defining me as who i have become as the mind
which is accepted by the majority
justifying this by saying, 'i have to be whole'
staying as the female that is defined to be the opposite gender of a male
not seeing and realizing that i am the one who defined myself into creation through the words i speak and write - expressing myself through words and that i can forgive myself and correct myself in my living participation to recreate myself to be that self that will always stand for what is best for all life.

Continued in the coming blogs

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Quote:

 

The Virus

 '...what would happen is they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '

Correcting My Relationship With The Virus Part 2 Day 79 Fear

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The Dimensions of My Mind

Fear as The Base Platform of the Mind

 

Fear of being Near Gay Men contaminated by HIV

Fear:  I will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i come near gay people with HIV

Thought (picture of a gay person):  the swinging of the arms

Imagination: me getting as thin as the gay people with HIV and then dying of the disease

Backchat: 'I shouldn't get near him because HIV is contagious'

Reaction: Avoidance

-Within the thought dimension, i tend to fear gay men because i do not know what they do in terms of how they have sex,  becoming suspicious of men who swing their arms near their face as gays 

- Within the imagination dimension, there's fear of getting thin and not being able to do anything but wait to die - like the tv news bits i saw featuring men with HIV

-i am amused by how they move but within that is fear of being contaminated with the virus

Physical/ Behaviour: 

smiling, eyes gazing at the gay guy

Note:

In the coming blogs, i will do self-forgiveness and a commitment to correct myself in my living participation - to stop mind partipation.

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Quote:

Virus

 '...what would happen is, they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '

Correcting My Relationship With the Virus Part 1 Day 78

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Topic: 

Correcting my relationship with the 'Virus'

From separation to an equal and one relationship 

Why do this?

In my past blogs , one of the fears that came out is Fear of Sickness and Death.

I am doing self-forgiveness for my participation in desiring to find a cure 

for the virus. 

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 'fear of not existing- as form'

fear sickness and death

so desire/want to find a cure for viruses

based from that fear 

not seeing and understanding

what their purpose or allocation in this physical existence

to rather than establishing an equal and one 

relationship with viruses

and listen 

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to instead, desire for a cure 

hoping that one day there will be no more viruses

not seeing that 

desiring for a cure 

is saying yes to

scientists experimenting with animals 

in laboratories to develop a drug

for money and profit

the evil me 

not seeing and realizing 

what i am doing 

and how this affects the whole

and how i create 'my without'

as this world system

 abusing animals within this world

to develop a chemical that will cure the 'virus'

in the name of money and profit

not seeing that

most viruses have been created from mutations

from weaknesses

that manifest in the dna 

or energy and physicality - the organic systematized dna

Quote:

 '...what would happen is they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '

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Self-Corrective Statements:

I commit myself to stop participating in 

energetic positive and negative energy experiences

to stop the resourcing of the physical

to transform into energy

for the mind to exist

using self-forgiveness and self-corrective application

I commit myself to show how animals are being abused

in the name of developing a drug 

for money and profit 

missing the actual solution to stop

the mind from participating in thoughts, backchats, internal conversations etc.

so the physical will not be resourced for energy for the mind to exist

I commit myself to develop an equal and one relationship 

with viruses

I commit myself to  through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application

birth me here as who i am, what i am and how i am

equal to all that is here

I assist myself to accept and allow me 

to be with the pulse of my heart 

until i am the pulse of life

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The Word 'Bacteria' Day 77 Connections Mathematics

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The Word 'Bacteria'

Topic:

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'bacteria'

as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  bacteria' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness? http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that io have accepted and allowed myself to  separate myself from the word bacteria through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word bacteria through giving it a negative value  

Charging It with A Positive And A Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word bacteria with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word bacteria with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions  I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word care
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word  care

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word attention
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word attention

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word stop
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word stop

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word health
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word health

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Negative Connections/Definitions
 
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word test
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word test

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word deformity
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word deformity

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word sickness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word sickness

I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word disease
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the woird bacteria within the word disease

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word death
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word death

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word worry
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word worry

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to connect the word bacteria to the word find
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word find

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowedm yself to connect the word bacteria to the word vaccine
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word vaccine

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word medicine
I forgive myself that i haveaccepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word medicine

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word enemy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word enemy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word advancement
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word advancement

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word cure
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria to the word cure

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word bacteria to the word doctor
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word bacteria within the word doctor
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Commitment to Correction Script
 
I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness
and self- corrective application
rewrite myself 
to stop sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story
including the sentences about the word bacteria
equal to and one with how i created myself 
through spoken words in my mind 
creating myself through writing, speaking words
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the words to win when i fear losing
I stop 
I breathe

I realize that 
within my fear of not surviving as the personality
is my fear of losing
and desire to win 

I assist myself to change my desire to win

to standing for what is best for all

To speak and write the word 'bacteria' as an expression of myself 
equal to who i am, what i am and how i am

I assist myself to change my relationship with fear
to instead of fear of losing
directing me

to look at where that fear comes from

forgive myself 

and  

correct myself
in my written and spoken expression

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
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Giving Values Equal to Life I realized that i gave positive and negative values
connecting/defining the word 'virus'
to/within other words

'as in
 
Positive Connections/Definitions

stop = +100
attention =+100
health = +10

Negative Connections/Definitions

test = -10
deformity=-100
sickness = -100
disease = -100
death = -100
worry = -100
find = -50
vaccine = -100
medicine = -100
doctor = -100
enemy = - 100
cure = -100
advancement = -100'
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I realized that the values i had given this word 
are mind values which are not real

it is to realize that words are symbols that i sound 
as who i am, what i am and how i am
so assist myself to use this word
equal to my expression as Life
and realize that the value of all that is here
is equal to Life
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Quote:
 '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into  a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...' 
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