The Paranoia of Eating Healthy: Part 3: Words and Food' : Breatharian day 115

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This blog is a Continuation of The Paranoia of Eating Healthy:
http://juneroca.com/home/about/paranoia-of-eating-healthy/

In this post i will look at the first problem which is our use of words when describing the kind of food we eat. or not eat and how i lived this within what i believed and see this also being lived by others in this world.
I will focus here on the word 'Breatharian' .

Here's The First Problem:

The definition of words that we use are based from different people's point of views  

Words are letters/symbols that we put together to form words, sentences and paragraphs that we speak and write. Our definition of these words is how we see ourselves, others and this world.

The word 'Breatharian'.

I connected this word and defined it within the word 'superhuman' which made me see it and experience it in a positive way.

On the other hand, i connected this word also with the word 'die' which makes me see it in a negative way.

I have charged the word with a positive and a negative value.

I have given the word 'breatharian' a value that is more than or less than what it is. .

I created within my mind a desire to try it  believing that if i can live without eating or drinking i will be superhuman and a fear - that if i try it, i will get sick and eventually die.

I had given the word a positive and a negative charge that makes me see it in a positive or a negative way.

I developed an energetic relationship with this word - like a 'love and hate' or a 'win and lose' relationship.

I saw this word. as separate from me - reacting to/it and experiencing it in a positive or a negative way

Having a 'love and hate' or a 'win and lose' relationship with this word is NOT going to benefit me nor the person i am communicating to about it.

What will happen is, that:

1. Both of us will start reacting to this word 'positively or negatively.

Releasing the positive or the negative energy charge we have connected it to/defined it within.will be best for me and the person i am communicating this word with

If we do not release this energy charge, we will either start arguing about this word or we will start liking each other, because we have the same words we connected it to like for example, 'immortality', where we will feel it is going to open the door for 'immortality'

Believing that since mortals eat, if they stop eating and survives without eating, they then become superhuman   or immortal.

The person who i am talking  to that has connected the word 'breatharian' to the same words i connected the word to will agree with me bacause he/she has read  the same books that i have read about 'breatharianism' or listened to the same people i have listened to who is practicing this.

On the other hand, if the person i am talking to about 'breatharianism' is a medical doctor who is certain one will die when one does not eat nor drink, he will argue that this will lead to 'death' brcause he studied the human body and read books that tell him so.

Here's an example:

The 'Negative Experience':

When the Australian television programme 60 Minutes challenged her to demonstrate how she could live without food and water, the supervising medical professional Dr. Beres Wenck found that, after 48 hours, Jasmuheen displayed symptoms of acute dehydration, stress, and high blood pressure.^[2] Jasmuheen claimed that this was a result of "polluted air". On the third day, she was moved to a mountainside retreat about 15 miles from the city, where she was filmed enjoying the fresh air she said she could now live on happily.
'However, as the filming progressed, her speech slowed, her pupils dilated, and she lost over a stone (6 kg or 14 lb) in weight. After four days, she acknowledged that she had lost weight, but stated that she felt fine. Dr. Wenck stated: "You are now quite dehydrated, probably over 10%, getting up to 11%." The doctor also announced: "Her pulse is about double what it was when she started. The risk if she goes any further is kidney failure."^[2] Jasmuheen's condition continued to deteriorate rapidly in the clearly demonstrated context of acute dehydration, despite her insistence to the contrary. Dr. Wenck concluded that continuing the experiment would ultimately prove fatal. The film crew concurred with this assessment and ceased filming'
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Jasmuheen


The 'Positive Experience'

'I am free. I do not need anything physical to be alive'' Akahi

I myself had both positive and negative 'beliefs' when i was investigating 'breatharianism' :
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/06/day-109-decoding-mind-of-3x-raw-foodist.html

2. This polarized thinking is not going to benefit us, rather, we will separate ourselves into groups.

One group supporting our 'dietary choice' and one group against that particular diet.

We will not be seeing each other as equals.

We will start seeing each other according to the connections/definitions we have given the word. One who connects breatharianism for example to 'freedom' and  one who connects 'breatharianism to 'death'

So, we will be seeing each other within our mind, and not as who we really are.

We will then start classifying people according to what classification they believed they are in - as per the positive or negative experience they have with this word.

We will start separating from each other and develop a 'love and/or hate' relationship with each other.

We will then see one another as more than or less than ourselves

So, we will see food the same way.

We will develop a positive or a negative relationship with food as we give it a positive or a negative value, never an equal and one relationship with it, nor the body.

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The Word 'Cooked' Connected to 'Fat' Day 70

Mathematics of Food

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The Word 'Cooked'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'cooked' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'cooked' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word cooked through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word cooked through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word cooked with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word cooked with a negative value
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Positive Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word tasty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word tasty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word sweet
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word sweet

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed m yself to connect the word cooked to the word delicious
I forgive myself that ih ave accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word delicious

I forgive myself that i have accepted and alowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word family
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word family

I forgive myself that i hjve accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word food
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word food


Negative Connections/Definitions
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word unhealthy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word unhealthy

I forgive myself that ih ave accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word desire
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word desire

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word weight
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word 
weight

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word fat
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself todefine the word cooked within the word fat

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word difficult
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked  within the word difficult

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word dishes
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word dishes

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cooked to the word time
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word cooked within the word time
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Commitment to Correction Script
 
I commit myself to when and as i see myself separating from the word cooked
through giving it a positive and a negative value
I stop
I breathe 
 
I realize that giving this word a positive value
is me as the mind wanting to win
in a world of competition
where i fear to lose



I realized that giving this word a negative value is me
as the mind fearing losing 

in a world of competition
so wanting to win to survive

I commit myself to before speaking this word be clear within myself 
and use this word as an expression of who i am
realizing that 'animals' and 'plants' are words equal to the word 'human'  
realizing that the word 'cooked' is equal to the word 'raw'
as they all consist of letters as symbols that form sentences 
that i sound and write

I commit myself to show that the word 'cooked' is just a word
that i have given a positive and a negative value to

realizing it is to release myself from these mind values
and use the word equal to my expression

realizing that the key is to stop as the illusion of energy
trapped within these positive and negative definitions

It is to birth me here as who i am, what i am and how i am
living the redefined definitions of words as living words
for what is best for all


I commit myself to accept and allow me
to through my physical eyes see words as letters as symbols
to through my physical ears here ('hear')
pure sound

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Quote: '...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into  a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that  self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'
Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2 Interview by Sunette Spies  
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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values
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Giving Values Equal to Life

I realized that i have given positive and negative values
connecting/defining the word 'cooked' to/within
the following words

'Positive Connections/Definitions
tasty = +100
delicious = +100
family = +100
food =+100
 


Negative Connections/Definitions
unhealthy = -50
desire = -50
weight = -100
fat = -100
difficult =-100
time = -50
prepare  = -50
dishes = -100'

I realized that the positive and negative values i gave this word 
is a mind value that is not real

I commit myself to through writing, self-forgiveness and self-corrective application
birth myself here as who i am, what i am and how i am as pure sound and integrate into a beingness physical level in equality and oneness that self will become that word as a living remembrance of it

I commit myself to redefine the word and use it as equal to my expression

Decoding My Mind Within Food: Introduction Day 69

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The Virus Free Mind

Here i am in a way 'hacking my own mind', like decrypting the codes that make me who i believe i am - as the personality that i created when i choose to be a meat eater, raw foodist, a vegan, a vegetarian etc.

I am looking at how i programmed myself to choose what to eat

Below, is a copy of my food programming. This is composed of patterns that is a part of a program which is part of a system. 

Within this program are words that i defined within my mind. 

Words are symbols as letters that become sentences that i sound and write.
My food program is coded within my mind so i am decrypting these codes and looking at the written program using words as language. Here, i am using the English language.
What i will do is redefine some words the language the program is written in .

What i saw in my food programming is that what is driving me to choose the kind of food i  eat or not eat is fear of death, fear of sickness, fear of gaining weight, fear of not feeling good, fear of not looking good etc.  where fear and competition drives me to doubt and become uncertain of my survival in a world of inequality , where fear of survival is exploited by the media etc., as i can see in my food program that there are patterns that is predictable. so it is being exploited for profit.Why are we not using it for what is best for all life and establish a world that truly honors life based on equality?

In the blogs to come this will be answered.

I found out i choose food that will give me health and happiness, which is in a way, running away from my fears ( in 'my within' as the mind). Instead of facing my fears i run away from them which ironically make the fears persist.

'What you resist persist'

This creates an outflow, or a  consequence in 'my without', creating a system that is also driven by FEAR of SURVIVAL , where personalities also run away from their fears to desire health and happiness just like me, making myself the creator of 'my within and without' . 

The products being sold in this system we are in has one label - fear. They are being sold in the name of happiness - creating this world system.

Products are sold because people wants to survive and earn money. Money becomes a medium of  exchange -a medium of FEAR exchange.

This is causing distress in 'my within' as my mind and 'my without' as this world system which is my own creation - animating an illusion, which is the illusion of desiring happiness instead of looking at my fears within my mind. 

The positive comes from a negative. When i look at my fears, i  see my mind programming. I can decrypt the codes, forgive, correct and live life as who i am - not from a starting point of self-interest, which comes from fear of survival but from a starting point of what is best for all.

So, money becomes a medium of exchange between equals - realizing that all consist of atoms that consist substance - the substance of Life, where money is given value equal to life and animals,plants, humans and things etc. are given value equal to life. This makes living an enjoyable experience between equals - which is who we really are.

I am stopping my participation in my programmed mind design as i can see that this is a program that i created and defined within my mind as 'who i have become' which is not who i really am. I can see that this is not best for all, and essentially not best for me.

I am deconstructing the patterns  that constitute what i have accepted as my reality, deconstruct through self-forgiveness and re-construct through a commitment of correction to that which is best for all life

I will also look at the positive and negative values i gave words, forgive myself and redefine words from the starting point of who i am - as equal to all , live applying the commitment script and use the redefined words for what is best for all.


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Now, in this World – the Physical Form, in the many Variations that it is Existing, is in fact in Extreme Distress. So much so, that – if we Look at the Human Form: We have Developed a Psychology around Distress; and Every Form of Stress, we’ve Given a Particular ‘Name’.

And, we have Refused to Consider that: Distress exist, because we have Created Systems of Form, as InFORMation, as Images and Likenesses of Ourselves – or what we Like about ourselves or for ourselves – Separating each Part into Categories of Likes and Dislikes. Encrypting this Within our Self as a System, even getting this Self as a System to Speak Words In Formation, through Sentences - Sentencing us to our Convictions, so that we Remain Convicted within the Prison of ourselves, without Any Awareness Whatsoever about Life. Only having Consciousness of the Systems we’ve Created, through the Reward System that the System Produce us, which is Feelings of Energy that makes us Happy and makes us Feel Good.
So, by Following this Peculiar Existence: we seem to Not Notice, that – when things Really get Rough in the Physical, and we are in Trouble – the WE that is in Trouble is Not the Consciousness, but is the Physical Body....


We have to take down these Systems, One by One, and we have obviously an interesting thing on our side: we have Virtually an Uncountable Amount of Beings, that’s already Died throughout Time and that’s End-up in the Dimensions. You will not Believe how many there actually Exist in Existence – it is bordering on Infinity. It’s a lot.
So, ALL of them, Imagine, is working ALL the time - at Decrypting Systems. And Each System, that’s Decrypting - need to be Corrected, need to be Taken-out of its Position of Control, it Needs to be Forgiven, Understood, from All Dimension so that it cannot occur again.

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/day-301-encryption-of-systems-part-two.html

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In the next blog, i will identify the problem of having this programming and look at how this can have a consequential outflow that is not best for all which is essentially not best for me.

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A Copy of 

My Food Programming

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> I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive
>> I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest
- I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk

- My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it

- I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table

- I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce,  a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me
- To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food

- I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as I was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that, that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'. 'I was scared to know that i was at one time in the past dying'

- When i was about 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, as i was lying down on bed in the house of my grandmother, having a flu hating the  'bad taste' of the medicine she gave me

- When i was in high school i was having heart pains - and was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart. He advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and fear of death which i kept to myself suspecting that there's something going on in my body which i am not aware of nor they are aware of. 

- I did yoga and meditation                                         (fear of getting sick)

- I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 

- I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health

- I had the idea that this can stop my heart pains and will stop me from getting sick

- I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so )  
- I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet

- I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'

- I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people

- I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery

- I had a fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death

- I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 

- Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 

- I adopted a vegan diet                                             (fear of getting sick/ fear of death)

- I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food

- I researched about raw food

- I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses

- I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 

- I learned how to make raw foods                                           (fear of getting sick) 

- I adopted a raw food diet

- It tasted good

- I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food   (fear of not feeling good)

- I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'
- I saw a man in youtube who survives from drinking liquids and gazing at the sun
- he looked healthy and serene 
- he was being monitored by doctors from the scientific community
- I assumed that because he was being monitored by doctors he was doing the right thing
- I got interested in sun-gazing
- I watched some videos and read some documents in the internet  
- I decided to try sun-gazing                                                      (fear of death)
-  one day, i started gazing at the sun 
- I started gazing at the sun for 10 seconds in the beginning barefooted 
- I gradually increased the amount of time i gazed at the sun 
- I felt good and happy after looking at the sun             (fear of not feeling good/happy)

- Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting

- I had a very tiny lump the size of a small bead in my right breast that is growing bigger

-I got scared
- I decided to juice feast believing it will get smaller                       

- I felt  very light

- I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits

- My dad had an illness so i visited him one day 
- I was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness

- I believed that the fruitarian diet healed my father 

- I believed that he looked good because he just ate vegetables

- Decided to eat only fruits                                                 (Fear of not looking good)

- I felt light,  I looked younger
- I fear that i feel too light that i will not be grounded

- I started eating raw food again

- I saw the lump getting bigger

- I felt an itchy nagging feeling inside my body

- I was diagnosed with breast cancer

- I drank herbs from the Chinese doctor  once a day and juiced fruits and herbs throughout the day                
- I tried juice feasting again so i will feel light and can deal with the itchy nagging feeling

- I was operated on 
- The nagging feeling disappeared 

- I decided to eat raw foods again

- I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness 
- he claimed he was a breatharian
 - he runs very fast
- i wondered where he's getting that energy if he's not eating

- I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food

- I researched about inedia and breatharianism
- I found out that there was a breatharian scientist who said that there's a cell that can survive without nutrition 
- I found out there's a conference of inedia in one University in the US where 100 attended

- I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia

- I found out that he just disappeared from where he was staying riding an animal
- I connected his diappearance to 'immortality' 
- i got  interested in 'inedia'                    (Fear of not being immortal/Fear of sickness & death)

- Where i work, they started a weight loss contest

- I signed up 
- I also want to lose weight                                               (Fear of gaining weight)
- My plan is to not eat so i will be ahead in the competition
- I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   

- I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week,
- I fasted  2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking 
- I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done

- I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating

- I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'

- I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'

- I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'

- I fear sickness and death - so it came up and i saw myself fearing not being able to eat for a long period of time

- I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'

- I fear continuing my fast                                             (fear of getting sick/death)

- I stopped

The Word 'DEATH' Words Mathematics: Symbols as Sound Day 65: Connections

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 The Word 'DEATH'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'death'' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express me here

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'death' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word death through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word death through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word death with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word death with a negative value



Positive Connections
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word rebirth
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word rebirth

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the words eternal life
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the words eternal life

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word heaven
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word heaven

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word angels
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word angels

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word God
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word God

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word guru
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word guru

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word liberation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word liberation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word salvation
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word salvation


Negative Connections
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word end
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word end

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word leave
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word leave

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word corpse
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word corpse

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word cemetery
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself  to define the word death within the word cemetery

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word black
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death to the word black

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word crying
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word crying

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word death to the word sad
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word sad

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the the word death to the word buried
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word death within the word buried
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Self correction Script

When and as i see myself separating myself from the word 'death'


I stop
I breathe

I realized

that giving the word 'death'a positive value or a value more than life
and seeing it as better than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to desiring to win 
in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, 
so desires to win to survive as the mind

that giving the word 'death' a negative value or a value less than life
and seeing it as less than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to losing 
and then desiring to win in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, so desires to win to survive as the mind

as the evil me
using words to compete to survive
rather than
redefining words  as equal to my expression
and living them

realizing that the body experiences these 
symbols as sound i speak
where the sound resonate from
the smaller bubble to to the bigger bubble

and as i defined myself into creation
i defined this world system into creation

So it is to realize that in releasing myself 
from the positive and negative energy charge

redefining words and giving it a definition i can live
I am redefining myself as who i am into existence

and in living my redefined words 
as living words

I live the symbols - as the sound of Life
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Quote:
'...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into 
a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that 
self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'

Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
Interview by Sunette Spies

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I commit myself to before speaking or writing this word 
I stand clear within myself 
and using this word as equal to my expression

I commit myself to assist myself 
to accept and allow me 
to through my physical eyes see
words as symbols
and through my physical ears 'here' ('hear')
pure sound

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and negative Values
Vs
Giving Values equal to Life

I realized i have given these words positive or negative values
connecting/defining the word 'sickness' to/within them

'as in for example

Positive Connections/Definitions

rebirth = +10
eternal life = +100
heaven = +100
angels = +100
god = +100
guru = +100
salvation = +100

Negative connections/definitions
 end = -100
leave = -10
corpse = -100
cemetery = -10
black = -10
crying = - 10
sad = -10' 
  

Instead of realizing the values i gave these words are not real
as i made them up in my mind
giving mind values rather than looking at what is here
as the physical - the stone, the animals, the plants, humans etc.
consisting of atoms that consist substance
as sound
therefore symbols with equal values

Realizing that the value of words 
is equal to the value of every manifestation/expression
here, equal to life

as words are symbols that we sound
as who we are
that resonates as we speak
from the small bubble to the bigger bubble

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Quote:

'When one is dealing with the mind, one can show mathematical equations but when one step into the realm of birthing oneself as life - no more equations exist.' ED