Correcting My Relationship with The Virus Part 3: SF Day 80 Fear of HIV: Gender

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This is a continuation of this blog:

http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/03/correcting-my-relationship-with-virus_13.html

Topic: Self-forgiving me in this blog and in the coming blogs, correcting myself in my living application standing equal to the mind - realizing i can only change/stop that which i am equal to/as - stopping mind participation to birth me here as equal to/as all Life

Specific Point: 'Correcting My  Relationship with the Virus'' Part 3

What is Self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as

'fear of survival - as form'

fear i will be contaminated with the HIV virus when i get near gay guys

doubting who i am

uncertain of whether i am the one with form or the one without form

blaming the physical for creating existence with form and without form

having the excuse that i need to survive as an individual having form

justifying that by saying 'i need to be whole'

which is balance within polarity

not seeing and realizing that i am here 
as breath in every moment

not seeing that this body is being compromised

as it is being resourced transforming physicality to energy

within having a relationship of fear 
to HIV 

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate  in the design of/as 'fear of survival as - movement'

fear gay movement - the picture of them swinging the arm with more flexibility than

normal males 
doubting who i am 
as a female that has flexibility in movement
which is the opposite of a male, which i defined 
as not having flexibility in movement 
as much as females do

defining myself within balance in polarity

not seeing that i am here as breath as who i am, what i am and how i am

blaming the physical for creating movement within gender

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a female moving in a certain way

justifying that by saying 'i have to be whole' 
and act as a female as what i had been defined as 
in this world

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the the design of/as 'fear of survival - as thickness - as texture'

fear being thin desiring to be in a certain weight range that had been designated as 

acceptable to be considered healthy, living and surviving

doubting who i am 

uncertain of whether i am the one who has texture or the one without

blaming the physical for creating texture

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within an acceptable weight range

justifying this by saying i need to be whole - and has to be within an acceptable weight range

Through this,

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 'fear of survival - as space'

fear that i will be contaminated if i go near the gay people with HIV

doubting whether i am the one existing in space or not

blaming the physical for creating space

giving the excuse that i have to survive as a person within space

justifying this by saying 'i need to be whole' 

the one who is defined as a person in a certain location in space.

Through this, 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to participate in the design of/as 

'fear of survival - as information - as sex'

fear not knowing what a gay man do with regards to sex

believing that i know what females do with males

believing that females are having physical interaction with men the normal way

but not knowing/doubting how males and males have physical interaction 
doubting how i will define myself, the gay men and the straight men
blaming the physical for creating definitions for gays, females and males
giving the excuse that i have to survive as information and knowledge
defining me as who i have become as the mind
which is accepted by the majority
justifying this by saying, 'i have to be whole'
staying as the female that is defined to be the opposite gender of a male
not seeing and realizing that i am the one who defined myself into creation through the words i speak and write - expressing myself through words and that i can forgive myself and correct myself in my living participation to recreate myself to be that self that will always stand for what is best for all life.

Continued in the coming blogs

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Quote:

 

The Virus

 '...what would happen is they would come out

of that essentially perfect dna design relationship

the organic systematized dna

with from that weakness try and attempt

to realign itself like

fix itself the energy and physicality relationship

which will then create like an outgrowth

in a way where both the energy and the 

physical try to go into competition 

trying to fix or mame that weakness in the 

very dna design '