Decoding The Mind of a Sun-Gazer Day 75 Liquidarian

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Decrypting Codes

In my past blogs i was decoding my mind as a meat eater
cooked vegetarian, cooked vegan and raw foodist


I am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind

When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns

Let's look at My Mind As A Sun Gazer
(eating raw and dehydrated food)

I will bring my memories back here and look at it.

Pattern Number 5

The Mind of a Liquidarian and Sun-Gazer

>I saw a man in 'youtube' who survives from drinking liquids and gazing at the sun

>>he looked healthy and serene
>>>maybe because he was just surviving on liquids
>>>>that can make one look serene - because there's not much desire for food to deal with
>>>>>and gazing at the sun, i can get nourishment from the sun
>>>>>>the source of life energy, it can give me additional life force 

>>>>>>>he said when he did this diet

>>>>>>>>he is being monitored by doctors from the scientific community

>>>>>>>>>I assumed that because he was being monitored by doctors

>>>>>>>>>>he is doing the right thing,  it is reliable because it is backed by science

>>>>>>>>>>>let me try gazing at the sun tomorrow

>>>>>>>>>>>>the video said to start gazing at the sun for 10 seconds in the beginning

>>>>>Backchat: Can this damage my eyes?

>>>>>>there was a document that said it was dangerous

>>>>>>>and can damage the eyes

>>>>>>>>but yesterday i felt good gazing at the sun

>>>>>>>>>I felt happy after that

>>>>>>>>>>let me try this again for a week and see what happens

>>>>>>>>>>>i really feel happy after i gaze at the sun

>>>>>>>>>>>>this is the best thing i have done

>>>>>>>>>>>>>this is very simple to do

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this gives me peace and serenity

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it's amazing that this simple thing can make me happy

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This looks like a pattern - within a program

I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words 

In blogs to come

I will rewrite myself

To through writing, self-forgiveness  and self-corrective application 

stop sentences in the book i have written within myself 
my whole life story in this book that is myself

I am reprogramming myself
equal to and one with how i created myself

Note: Desires are fuelled by fears. The 'positive' comes from the 'negative'

Let's look at 
Fear 1: being sick                                   Desire 1: to be healthy 
Fear 2: looking stressed                        Desire 2: to look serene

Belief 1: one will look serene when one survives on liquids only because one does not have so many desires regarding food, and one looks stressed when eating food because of so many desires to eat different kinds of food in ones mind 

Belief 2: liquids are better than solid food because liquids are light and solid food is heavy

Belief 3: the sun can give me life energy - or life force - it can give me additional life force

Belief 4: when doctors are there to monitor something,  it is reliable because it is backed by science- but when doctors are not monitoring something, it is not reliable because it is not backed by science  

 I am getting a part of what was written above to show where i got these points:

>I saw a man in youtube who survives from drinking liquids and gazing at the sun

>>he looked healthy and serene
>>>maybe because he was just surviving on liquids 
>>>>that can make one look serene - because there's not much desire for food to deal with 
>>>>>and gazing at the sun, i can get nourishment from the sun
>>>>>>the source of life energy,  it can give me additional life force 

>>>>>>>he said when he did this diet

>>>>>>>>he is being monitored by doctors from the scientific community

>>>>>>>>>I assumed that because he was being monitored by doctors

>>>>>>>>>>he is doing the right thing,  it is reliable because it is backed by science

>>>>>>>>>>>let me try gazing at the sun tomorrow

>>>>>>>>>>>>the video said to start gazing at the sun for 10 seconds in the beginning

Let's Look at:
Fear: fearing my eyes will get damaged - fear not being able to see  
Desire: for my eyes not to be damaged - desire to see

I am getting a part of what was written above to show where i got these points:

>>>>>Backchat: Can this damage my eyes?

>>>>>>there was a document that said it was dangerous

>>>>>>>and can damage the eyes

Let's Look at:
Desire: to gaze at the sun - to be 'happy'    Fear: being sad
Desire: peace and serenity                              Fear: war and agitation

I am getting a Part of what was written above to show where i got these points:

>>>>>>>>but yesterday i felt good gazing at the sun

>>>>>>>>>I felt happy after that

>>>>>>>>>>let me try this again for a week and see what happens

>>>>>>>>>>>i really feel happy after i gaze at the sun

>>>>>>>>>>>>this is the best thing i have done

>>>>>>>>>>>>>this is very simple to do

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this gives me peace and serenity

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it's amazing that this simple thing can make me happy

Quote:

' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond 
in a very particular specific way to the mind'  
Interview from Eqafe

I Can Spot My fears.

What's The Fear?

*Fear : being sick
*Fear: being sad
*Fear: not being able to see
*Fear: looking stressed
*Fear: war and agitation


What is the Desire?
Desire: to be healthy
Desire: to be happy
Desire: to see
Desire: to look serene
Desire: peace and serenity

What Is the Decision?
To do take liquids and do sun-gazing

What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - looking good and feeling good
and not getting sick/not going to the hospital

A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is my limited idea of what life means, existing within a polarity equation.

It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss. 

I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by positive and negative energy experiences?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?

Quote:

'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'

From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming 


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Why I Decided to Try 'Not Eating'

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> I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian
>>I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food
>>>I researched about inedia and breatharianism
>>>>I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia
>>>>> I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'
>>>>>>Where i work, they started a weightloss contest
>>>>>>>I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   
>>>>>>>>I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    
>>>>>>>>> I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done
>>>>>>>>>> I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating
>>>>>>>>>>> I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'
>>>>>>>>>>>> I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I believed Breatharianism is the best 

When i look at this pattern, what is clear is that my Fear is directing me: 

Fearing not surviving when i do not eat

then trying to 

not eat and drink for 3 1/2 days

to see if i can survive

I was running away from my fear of not surviving - then desiring/wanting immortality and eternal Life through 'not eating/drinking'

To Be Continued in the coming blogs 

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A Copy of 
My Food Programming

- Memory: I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive. 

- Memory: I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest. 

- Memory: I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk

- Memory: My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it

- Memory:  I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table

- Memory: I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce) - a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me

- Memory: To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food

- Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as i was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'.

- Memory: when i wasabout 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, lying down on bed having a flu and taking  medicine that had a 'bad taste' when i was young living with my grandmother

- Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains -then was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart and  advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and dying which i kept to myself

- Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                                            (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 

- Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health

- Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so ) 

- Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet

- Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'

- Memory:  I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people

- Memory: I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery

- Memory: Fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death

- Memory: I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 

- Memory: Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 

- Memory: I adopted a vegan diet                                             (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food

- Memory: I researched about raw food

- Memory: I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses

- Memory: I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 

- Memory: I learned how to make raw foods                 (fear of getting sick) 

- Memory: I adopted a raw food diet

- Memory: It tasted good

- Memory: I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food

- Memory: I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'

- Memory: Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting

- Memory: I researched about juice feasting

- Memory: I read that it can remove toxins in the intestine

- Memory: I did juice feasting                                                    (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I felt good and light

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits

- Memory: My dad had an illness so i visited him one day and was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness

- Memory: Decided to eat only fruits

- Memory: I felt light and I looked younger

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian

- Memory: I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food

- Memory: I researched about inedia and breatharianism

- Memory: I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia

- Memory: I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'

- Memory: Where i work, they started a weightloss contest

- Memory: I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   

- Memory: I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    (fear of not surviving without  food and water/fear of death)

- Memory: I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done

- Memory: I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating

- Memory: I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'

- Memory:  I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'

- Memory: I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'

- Memory: I fear sickness and death - so it came up and i saw myself fearing not being able to eat for a long period of time

- Memory: I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'

- Memory: I fear continuing my fast                                   (fear of getting sick/death)

- Memory: I stopped

I am presently doing self-forgiveness for my fears and correcting myself in my living

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The Word 'Water': Connection Mathematics: Day 46

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Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with/as the word 'water' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express me here

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'water' which i experienced within my mind  - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words of/as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 

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Self-forgiveness

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word water through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word water through giving it a negative value

Charging the Word With Positive and Negative Values

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word water with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word water with a negative value 

Positive Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word cleanse
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word cleanse

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word detox
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word detox

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word body
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word weightloss
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word weightloss

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word rain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word rain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word healthy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word healthy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word beach
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word beach

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word clean
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word clean 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word cook
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word cook

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word baptize
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word baptize

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word bath
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word bath

Negative Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word fear
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word fear

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word dry
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word dry

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word drown
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word drown

I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word thirst
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word thirst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word dirty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word fasting
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word fasting

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word flood
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word flood

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 

separating from the word 'water'

through giving it a positive or a negative value

within and as my mind

I stop

I breathe

I realise that giving the word a positive value or a value that is more than life

is me as a simulated version of me looking through my mind's eyes

within my mind - fearing losing - trying to win - to survive in this world

realising that giving the word a negative value or a value less than life 

is me as the simulated version of me

within my mind

perceiving myself losing - so desiring to win to survive

Instead of seeing and realizing that i am here as breath in every moment

moving me, directing me as who i am

So i commit myself to bring myself back HERE and assist myself 

to accept and allow myself to see the physical reality as it is 

to through my physical eyes see that all of us

 consist of the same substance

therefore as equals

 living this one life

to before speaking and writing this word 

stabilize me as breath

standing clear of mind energetics - before i speak or write

and use the word as equal to my expression - as who i really am

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values

Vs

Giving Value Equal to Life

I realized that i have given values to these words

and then connected them to the word 'water'

as an example

Positive values

cleanse = +100

detox = +100

                                                                                                                                                               

body = +10

weightloss = +100

rain = + 10

healthy = +100 

 beach = +100

clean = +100

cook = +100

baptize = +10

bath = +100

Negative Connections

fear = -40

dry = -10

drown = -50

thirst = -50

dirty = -20

fasting = -40

 flood = -80

Instead of realising that these values are NOT REAL

as i made them up in my mind

and it is

to realise that the value of a word is equal to who i am

as how i use it in my written and spoken expression

living it - as equal to/as sound - as equal to/as Life