Decoding the Mind of A Raw Foodist Day 74 Problem Solution

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 The Animals talking about how they reconstitute their body etc.

In my past blogs i was decoding my mind as a meat eater
cooked vegetarian and cooked vegan

In this blog, i am looking at who i have become - as the mind, 
standing equal to it
and standing equal to the body - as all bodies in this world
realizing that i can only change that which i am equal to.

I am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind
seeing how me as my mind decided 
jumping from one diet to the next

When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns

Let's look at My Mind As A Raw Foodist
(eating raw and dehydrated food)

I will bring my memories back here and look at it.

Pattern Number 4
The Mind of a Raw Foodist
> I wanted to go and eat in a raw food restaurant as i had viewed some videos about it
>>which said raw food is tasty
>>>one day i went and visited a raw food restaurant 
>>>>i tasted some raw brownies that are chewy and that dissolves in my mouth
>>>>>and raw ice cream  that is creamy but has no sugar
>>>>>drizzled with chocolate syrup  that has no sugar
>>>>>>wow, that is delicious
>>>>>>>I wanted to try and prepare raw food
>>>>>>>>I don't have money for an expensive blender and a food processor
>>>>>>>>>I can try cooking food under the sun
>>>>>>>>>>this tastes good
>>>>>>>>>>>i want to really learn how to make raw food taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>let me watch videos online and learn
>>>>>>>>>>>>>the raw burgers are really good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i miss the rice but i can make a raw rice and let it taste good
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I can make a youtube channel
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> so i can document my journey and get people to watch me
>>>>>Backchat: the chocolate croissant in the corner store looks delicious
>>>>>>I should not really eat one because i am happy with raw food
>>>>>>>but hey who cares?
>>>>>>>>no one can see me 
>>>>>>>>>it's easy i just buy the croissant and eat
>>>>>>>>>>i have just cheated
>>>>>>>>>>>i feel guilty about eating it
>>>>>>>>>>>>but why feel guilty
>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will put on weight, i know
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look ugly if i eat cooked food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look old and wrinkly and my boyfriend will see it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better get back to raw food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this switching to cooked and back to raw
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>can be the cause of me having tumor/cancer
>>>>>Backchat: i really feel good and look good 
>>>>>>when i eat a 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>I believe that the 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>is 'the best diet in the planet'
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This looks like a pattern - within a program

Quote:
'...how illness sickness, disease, virus, bacteria, essentially had become physical
mini versions of the mind's systems as what the systems do unto the physical body
so essentially like the mind impulsing the physical body in terms of
turning against itself which is what bacteria, viruses, microorganisms
do that more and more evolved within human civilization started doing
this...'
Interview at Eqafe

I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words 

In blogs to come

I will rewrite myself

To through writing, self-forgiveness  and self-corrective application 

stop sentences in the book i have written within myself  my whole life story in this book that is myself

Reprogram myself
equal to and one with how i created myself 

I will redefine words and forgive myself for connecting/defining words to/within other words  and correct myself in my living
releasing the separation from words through giving it a positive or a negative value
I realized that the definition i give words is the way i will view myself, others and this world.

Example:
The word 'cooked'
 http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-cooked-connected-to-fat-day-70.html
The word 'raw'
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/02/the-word-raw-day-67-connected-to.html

Looking at the Positive and Negative Values 
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition' 
Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words

The Word 'Nutrition':

The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/the-word-nutrition-superfoods-minerals.html

Redefining the word 'Nutrition':
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/10/redefining-nutrition-day-18.html


Let's look at 
M emory of the Past:
*Fear of looking bad/ugly
*Fear of feeling bad
*Fear of putting on weight 
*Fear of being old
*Guilt
*Desire

 I am getting a part of what was written above:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the chocolate croissant in the corner store looks delicious
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I should not really eat one because i am happy with raw food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but hey who cares?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>no one can see me 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>it's easy i just buy the croissant and eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i have just cheated
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i feel guilty about eating it
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>but why feel guilty
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will put on weight 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look ugly if i eat cooked food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i will look old and wrinkly and my boyfriend will see it

Cooked Food Giving me the Tumor?

*Blame: cooked food is causing me to have tumor

*Fear: fear eating cooked food

*Belief: raw food is better than cooked food

*Desire:to look good

*Desire: to feel good 

 >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i better get back to raw food again
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this switching to cooked and back to raw
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>can be the cause of me having tumor/cancer
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>i really feel good and look good 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>when i eat a 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because i feel good and look good

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I believe that the 100% raw food diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>is 'the best diet in the planet'

Decision To Eat Raw Food, A Decision of Me as The Mind? 

I am getting a part of what was written above :

> I wanted to go and eat in a raw food restaurant as i had viewed some videos about it
>>which said raw food is tasty
>>>one day i went and visited a raw food restaurant 
>>>>i tasted some raw brownies that are chewy and that dissolves in my mouth
>>>>>and raw ice cream  that is creamy but has no sugar
>>>>>drizzled with chocolate syrup  that has no sugar
>>>>>>wow, that is delicious
>>>>>>>I wanted to try and prepare raw food

Quote:

' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond 
in a very particular specific way to the mind'  
Interview from Eqafe

I Can Spot My fears.

What's The Fear?

*Fear of looking bad/ugly
*Fear of feeling bad
*Fear of eating cooked food
*Fear of putting on weight 
*Fear of being sick

What is the Desire?
Desire to look good
Desire to feel good
Desire to eat raw food
Desire to lose weight
Desire to be healthy

What Is the Decision?
To be eating raw foods

What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within living a healthy life - looking good and feeling good
and not getting sick/not going to the hospital

A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is my limited idea of what life means, existing within a polarity equation.

It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss. 

I ask myself these questions:
1. I s who i am defined by an positive and a negative energy experience?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?

Quote:

'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'

From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming 


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