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Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Decoding The Mind of a Vegetarian: Day 72: Problem and Solution

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I am in a way hacking my mind here, decrypting the codes of my mind
I am also looking at the Problem and suggesting a Solution.

Let's look at My Mind As A Vegetarian 
(Sentient: no onion, no eggs, no garlic, no onions)

Mind of a Vegetarian

>Story 1:  my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach 
>> very near me while she was watching me
>>> as I was sick and dying in the hospital
>>>> that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life 
>>>>>at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer
>>>>>> if it was not meant for me to survive'
>>>>>>> 'I was scared to know that i was at one time in the past dying'
>Story 2:  When i was about 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, as i was lying down on bed
>> in the house of my grandmother, having a flu 
>>>hating the  'bad taste' of the medicine she gave me
>Story 3:  When i was in high school i was having heart pains
>>I was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease 
>>>which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart
>>>> He advised me to just play outdoors' 
>>>>> but in my mind i still had this fear of getting sick and fear of death
>>>>>>which i kept to myself suspecting that those heart pains mean that 
>>>>>>> there's something going on in my body 
>>>>>>>>which i am not aware of nor they are aware of
>>>>>Backchat: I heard the lecture
>>>>>>about yoga and meditation being able to relax the muscles
>>>>>>>i heard the heart muscles get stiff when i am stressed
>>>>>>>>so i guess relaxation techniques will release the stress                                    
>>>>>Backchat: I better learn about this diet that that they were talking about 
>>>>>>where the lecturer said that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' 
>>>>>>>a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs
>>>>>>>>was a healthy diet 
>>>>>>>>>this is the same diet they were talking about
>>>>>>>>>>when I was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner
>>>>>>>>>>> this can stop my heart pains 
>>>>>>>>>>>>I better try this 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>the lecture said that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc. 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>has 'negative energy' in them' 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and that generally it is good to eat
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter etc.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because they have positive energy in them >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I guess that is what the guru said 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>and it maybe it is so
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he knows better 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>he said he is 'taraka brahma' or god
>>>>>Backchat It is a challenge cooking a 'tasty' vegetarian diet
>>>>>>but I believe that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet
>>>>>>>because it is a 'healthy diet'
>>>>>>>>I can use vegetarian seasonings and veggie meat so it will taste good
>>>>>>>>>I am really enjoying the taste now
>>>>>>>>>>but i am still seduced by the smell of pork barbeque
>>>>>>>>>>>let me try just one
>>>>>>>>>>>>i am having a flu because i tasted that pork barbeque
>>>>>>>>>>>>>now i can say that vegetarian food is better than carnivorous food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>because i did not have the flu when i was eating  vegetarian food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>I will ask everyone i meet to try this diet
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>besides, this is what the yogis eat 
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>so this must be the diet of spiritual or highly evolved beings
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>the guru who is enlightened eats this food
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>this must be the best diet

I am Questioning this Food Programming:
1. Is it possible that who i really am is not here?
2. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern?
3. Can i free my beingness from this trap?

Since my fears fuel my desires and i am driven by my desires, and essentially i am driven by my fears, is fear behind my choice of food? 

This looks like a pattern - within a program.  
This is not written in a computer language 
but it is written in a language - the English language
using words that i defined within my mind
which i gave a positive and a negative value to


Looking at the Positive and Negative Values 
I Gave the Word 'Nutrition'
By Connecting/Defining it To/Within Other Words

The Word 'Nutrition':

The word 'Nutrition' connected to the word 'superfoods':

Redefining the word 'Nutrition':

Positive Energy  Experience
Eating Vegetarian Food/Meat, a Mind Pattern? 

Here, we can spot the fear.

What's The Fear?
Fear of being sick - specifically, fear of having heart pains

What is the Desire?
Desire to not get sick

What Is the Decision?
To be vegetarian

What is the Reward i get ?
No heart pains = HAPPINESS and BLISS within being pain- free

A momentary feeling that i get addicted to which i wanted to prolong to a point where it will not end. That is what life means to me which is really limited within a polarity equation. It's like existing like a battery. One minute i am full of energy and one minute i am down where i make sure i am always charged - using food, spirituality, money, relationships etc.
So, i charge my battery to full capacity to have endless happiness and endless bliss. 


'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'

From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming 

The Problem, Solution and Reward

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