Sickness: Word Mathematics: Connections Day 66

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The Word 'SICKNESS'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'sickness'' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'sickness' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sickness through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sickness through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word sickness with a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word sickness with a negative value

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Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word
care
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the sickness within the word care

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word love
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word pity
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word pity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word rest
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word rest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the words flower
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word flower
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Negative Connections/ Definitions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word hospital
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word hospital

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word cancer
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word cancer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word doctor
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word doctor

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word nurse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word
nurse 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word pain
I forgive myself that I have accepted and  allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word pain

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word death
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word death

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word weakness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself define the word sickness within the word weakness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word operation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word operation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word anaesthesia
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word anaesthesia

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word fear
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word  sickness within the word fear

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word alone
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness with the word bed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within
the word bed

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the words bland food
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the words bland food 

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Self Correction Script

When and as i see myself separating myself from the word 'sickness'

I stop
I breathe

I realized

that giving the word sickness a positive value or a value more than life
and seeing it as better than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to desiring to win 
in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, 
so desires to win to survive as the mind

that giving the word 'sickness a negative value or a value less than life
and seeing it as less than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to losing 
and then desiring to win in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, so desires to win to survive as the mind

as the evil me
using words to compete to survive
rather than
redefining words  as equal to my expression
and living them

realizing that the body experiences these 
symbols as sound i speak
where the sound resonate from
the smaller bubble to to the bigger bubble

and as i defined myself into creation
i defined this world system into creation

So it is to realize that in releasing myself 
from the positive and negative energy charge

redefining words and giving it a definition i can live
I am redefining myself as who i am into existence

and in living my redefined words 
as living words

I live the symbols - as the sound of Life


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Quote:
'...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into 
a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that 
self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'

Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
Interview by Sunette Spies

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I commit myself to before speaking or writing this word stand clear within myself 
and using this word as equal to my expression

I commit myself to assist myself 
to accept and allow me 
to through my physical eyes see
words as symbols
and through my physical ears 'here' ('hear')
pure sound

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and negative Values
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Giving Values equal to Life

I realized i have given these words positive or negative values
connecting/defining the word 'sickness' to/within them

'as in for example

Positive Connections/Definitions
care = +10
love = +100
pity = +10
rest = +10
flower = +10

Negative Connections/Definitions cancer = - 100
hospital = -10
doctor = -10
nurse = - 10
pain = -100
death = - 1000
movement = -10
weakness = - 10
fear = -20
alone = -30
bed = -10
bland food = -20'

Instead of realizing the values i gave these words are not real
as i made them up in my mind
giving mind values rather than looking at what is here
as the physical - the stone, the animals, the plants, humans etc.
consisting of atoms that consist substance
as sound
therefore symbols with equal values

Realizing that the value of words 
is equal to the value of every manifestation/expression
here, equal to life

as words are symbols that we sound
as who we are
that resonates as we speak
from the small bubble to the bigger bubble

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Quote:

'When one is dealing with the mind, one can show mathematical equations but when one step into the realm of birthing oneself as life - no more equations exist.' ED

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Raw Brownie a la mode and Raw Ice Cream

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This is how i became a 'Raw foodist'

> I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food

>>I researched about raw food

>>> I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses

>>>> I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 

>>>>> I learned how to make raw foods                                                

>>>>>>I adopted a raw food diet

>>>>>>> It tasted good

>>>>>>>> I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food
>>>>>>>>>I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'

This is  a mind pattern. When i look at the my food programming chart at the bottom of this page, what is clear is that my Fear of Sickness and Death is directing me.

I was living the past in the present replaying a memory in my mind and re-living that memory of me - sick and in the brink of dying - and my fear of sickness and death.

To Be Continued in the coming blogs 

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A Copy of 

My Food Programming

- Memory:I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive. 
- Memory: I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest. 
- Memory: I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk
- Memory: My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it
- Memory:  I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table
- Memory: I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce) - a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me
- Memory: To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food
- Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as i was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'.
- Memory: when i wasabout 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, lying down on bed having a flu and taking  medicine that had a 'bad taste' when i was young living with my grandmother
- Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains -then was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart and  advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and dying which i kept to myself
- Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                         (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 
- Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health
- Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so )  - Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet
- Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'
- Memory:  I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people - Memory: I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery
- Memory: Fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death
- Memory: I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 
- Memory: Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 
- Memory: I adopted a vegan diet                                             (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food
- Memory: I researched about raw food
- Memory: I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses
- Memory: I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 
- Memory: I learned how to make raw foods                 (fear of getting sick) 
- Memory: I adopted a raw food diet
- Memory: It tasted good
- Memory: I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food
- Memory: I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'
- Memory: Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting
- Memory: I researched about juice feasting
- Memory: I read that it can remove toxins in the intestine
- Memory: I did juice feasting                                                    (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I felt good and light
- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits
- Memory: My dad had an illness so i visited him one day and was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness
- Memory: Decided to eat only fruits
- Memory: I felt light and I looked younger
- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian
- Memory: I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food
- Memory: I researched about inedia and breatharianism
- Memory: I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia
- Memory: I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'
- Memory: Where i work, they started a weightloss contest
- Memory: I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   
- Memory: I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    (fear of not surviving without  food and water/fear of death)
- Memory: I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done
- Memory: I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating
- Memory: I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'
- Memory:  I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'
- Memory: I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'
- Memory: I fear sickness and death - so it came up and i saw myself fearing not being able to eat for a long period of time
- Memory: I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'
- Memory: I fear continuing my fast                                         (fear of getting sick/death)
- Memory: I stopped 
I am presently doing self-forgiveness for my fears and correcting myself in my living

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