Decoding The Mind of a 2x RawFoodist: Cancer Day 96

                                                                                          

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In my past blogs i was decoding my mind as a meat eater
cooked vegetarian, cooked vegan, raw foodist, sungazer/liquidarian,

a juice feaster, and a fruitarian

I am in a way hacking my mind
decrypting the codes of my mind

When i looked at my food programming timeline
I saw repeating patterns

Let's look at My Mind As A Recovering Raw Foodist

I will bring my memories back here of when i became a Raw Vegan

(August 2008) and look at it:

Pattern Number 8
Mind of a 2x Raw Foodist

>I started eating raw foods again

>>but the lump in my breast is getting bigger

>>>there's an itchy nagging feeling inside my body

>>>> let me see the doctor even if i do not believe in them, for the lump to be examined

>>>>>because it grew very big

>>>>>>he said i have breast cancer according to the mamogram and tests

>>>>>>>can i die? i have too many things i have to do - i cannot die 

>>>>>>>>but just in case i die, what will happen to me, go and talk to the portal? I don't know

>>>>>>>>>i felt i need another diet that is lighter than raw foods

>>>>>>>>>>so i can deal with the burning, nagging, itchy sensation in my body

I defined myself into existence
programming myself through words spoken in the mind
creating myself through writing words, speaking words
and expressing myself through words

In blogs to come

I will rewrite myself

To through writing, self-forgiveness  and self-corrective application 

stop sentences in the book i have written within myself
my whole life story in this book that is myself

I am reprogramming myself
equal to and one with how i created myself

Note: Desires are fuelled by fears. The 'positive' comes from the 'negative'

Let's look at 
Fear 1: fear of having cancer                    
Desire 1: to be diagnosed that i do not have cancer -to be healthy

Fear 2:dying                                                
Desire 2: to live

Fear 3: fear of doctors                                
Desire 3: to not go to the doctor, not to be operated on

Fear 4: not knowing what happens          
Desire 4: to know what happens after death
 after death 
                                                         

Fear 5: the nagging itchy feeling persist  
Desire 5: stop the nagging burning itchy feeling                                                       

       

Fear 6: Raw food  is heavy                          
Desire 6: to be feeling light trying out Juicing

Fear 7: that i will be dizzy if i continue      
Desire 7: to eat raw food

being a fruitarian

Let's look at My Beliefs:

Belief 1: raw food is heavy and Juicing is light

Belief 2: that i can get away from the consequence outflow of what i accept and allow

Belief 3: i have option or choice 

Belief 4: that i am separate from cancer and that it is my enemy because it causes me to suffer

Belief 5: that fruitarianism makes me dizzy and that when i eat raw foods i will not be dizzy

Belief 6: that dizziness is caused by eating fruits

Quote:

' your mind is that very system that manipulate, deceive and lie
to your very beingness to get your beingness to respond
in a very particular specific way to the mind'
Interview from Eqafe

What Is the Decision i made?
To be a  raw foodist again and then to be a juice feaster

What is the'Momentary' Reward i get ?
'Happiness' within thinking that if i do this or become a raw foodist  again i will minimize my chances of being dizzy - and then becoming a juice feaster again, i will feel lighter and will be able to think clearer.

A momentary feeling that makes  me feel that i did something to deal with the problem and that i provided a solution - an idea of a  relief, within balance in polarity

I ask myself these questions:
1. Is my beingness trapped within this pattern (at the beginning at the blog)?
2. Can i free my beingness from this trap?

To See the Problem and Solution 

follow the link, Problem Solution Reward

Quote:

'The energy of fear takes the physical body and so ones beingness into a resonant state of stress and tension and when one move ones sound in the self-forgiveness as a gentle soft depth, assist and support with that change of energy and its consequence to self stability in the physical body... '
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'What is fascinating about desire is also its often or frequent attachment to fear in that one will be in a desire but at the same time there will be a fear as well in how one get into that internal conflict for a moment - i want to but i don't but i can't stop myself, oh and there i go and then one give in to the particular specific desire...'

From the Interview: When Desire becomes Overwhelming 

Sickness: Word Mathematics: Connections Day 66

Mathematics of Food

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Redefining Words
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Parenting:Perfecting The Human Race
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Part 1

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The Word 'SICKNESS'

Topic: 

Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'sickness'' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'sickness' - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 

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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sickness through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word sickness through giving it a negative value

Charging It with A Positive and a Negative Value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word sickness with a positive value
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word sickness with a negative value

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Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word
care
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the sickness within the word care

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word love
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word love

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word pity
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word pity

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word rest
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word rest

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the words flower
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word flower
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Negative Connections/ Definitions

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word hospital
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word hospital

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word cancer
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word cancer

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word doctor
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word doctor

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word nurse
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word
nurse 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word pain
I forgive myself that I have accepted and  allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word pain

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word death
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word death

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word weakness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself define the word sickness within the word weakness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word operation
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word operation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word anaesthesia
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word anaesthesia

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word fear
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word  sickness within the word fear

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the word alone
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the word alone

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness with the word bed
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within
the word bed

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word sickness to the words bland food
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word sickness within the words bland food 

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Self Correction Script

When and as i see myself separating myself from the word 'sickness'

I stop
I breathe

I realized

that giving the word sickness a positive value or a value more than life
and seeing it as better than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to desiring to win 
in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, 
so desires to win to survive as the mind

that giving the word 'sickness a negative value or a value less than life
and seeing it as less than other words within my mind's eyes
is likened to losing 
and then desiring to win in a world of competition
where one fears to lose, so desires to win to survive as the mind

as the evil me
using words to compete to survive
rather than
redefining words  as equal to my expression
and living them

realizing that the body experiences these 
symbols as sound i speak
where the sound resonate from
the smaller bubble to to the bigger bubble

and as i defined myself into creation
i defined this world system into creation

So it is to realize that in releasing myself 
from the positive and negative energy charge

redefining words and giving it a definition i can live
I am redefining myself as who i am into existence

and in living my redefined words 
as living words

I live the symbols - as the sound of Life


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Quote:
'...how one will be able to use pure sound and integrate it into 
a beingness physical level in equality and onesness that 
self will become that word as a living remembrance of it...'

Parenting: Perfecting the Human Race Part 2
Interview by Sunette Spies

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I commit myself to before speaking or writing this word stand clear within myself 
and using this word as equal to my expression

I commit myself to assist myself 
to accept and allow me 
to through my physical eyes see
words as symbols
and through my physical ears 'here' ('hear')
pure sound

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and negative Values
Vs
Giving Values equal to Life

I realized i have given these words positive or negative values
connecting/defining the word 'sickness' to/within them

'as in for example

Positive Connections/Definitions
care = +10
love = +100
pity = +10
rest = +10
flower = +10

Negative Connections/Definitions cancer = - 100
hospital = -10
doctor = -10
nurse = - 10
pain = -100
death = - 1000
movement = -10
weakness = - 10
fear = -20
alone = -30
bed = -10
bland food = -20'

Instead of realizing the values i gave these words are not real
as i made them up in my mind
giving mind values rather than looking at what is here
as the physical - the stone, the animals, the plants, humans etc.
consisting of atoms that consist substance
as sound
therefore symbols with equal values

Realizing that the value of words 
is equal to the value of every manifestation/expression
here, equal to life

as words are symbols that we sound
as who we are
that resonates as we speak
from the small bubble to the bigger bubble

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Quote:

'When one is dealing with the mind, one can show mathematical equations but when one step into the realm of birthing oneself as life - no more equations exist.' ED