Weight loss Part 2: Fear of Carbohydrates: Fear of Being Fat: Correcting Myself

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How We Create The Weight loss Industry Series

In my previous blog, i have seen how we created
the weight loss industry
and used self-forgiveness as a way of taking self-responsibility
for what i accepted and allowed in this world

In this blog, i will correct myself
within my commitment statements and
apply that in my practical living

Correcting Myself:

I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing rice 
believing it will make me fat
i will research what the components of rice is
and look at what fat really is
releasing the feeling and emotion attached to it
and redefine words 

I stabilize myself
and bring me back to what is here
as who i am -  as the breath within my body
being aware of my heartbeat
as it is a physical reality that i can cross-reference 
to see that i am here, living life with all that is birthed here

instead of being driven by the belief that carbohydrates make me fat
i will look at eating small portions just enough
of what my body needs
make some  rice soups  
or reduce the amount of rice or carbohydrates i eat
and find out the amount of these food items my body needs
in addition, to also investigate what carbohydrates and fats are

Instead of being driven by the belief that my ideal weight is 115 lbs.
It is to realize that that is biased
as it is based on how i see me as 'beautiful' or 'sexy'
an idea i created in an alternate reality, within my mind
where wearing clothes that are fashionable and short like a mini skirt
when i was younger
get 'positive comments' 
or 'glances' from men 
which i connected to them being attracted to me

And instead of being driven by the belief that doctors
know about how the body works
investigate how my body work myself

Instead of believing that because doctors studied anatomy
they know everything about the body
investigate what information and knowledge is
instead of believing whatever scientists/doctors say
realize that they know the structure of the body
as per what they study in the laboratory
but are not aware of the content of what creates the structure
and so, to also investigate how the body functions myself
as my way of equalizing with the word power

I commit myself to show that the fashion and beauty industry
is a billion dollar industry 
where the ones who have money wins
and the poor loses
forgetting that fabric comes from plants
and that the earth intended for us all 
to have access to the
resources of the earth equally
not just for the few to have clothes but all of us equally clothed 
to assist the body during changes in temperature
abusing the plants within this

I commit myself to show that we can assist the poor 
by giving them a Basic/living Income, Guaranteed from birth to death
yet because of greed for money and profit 
we do not look at this
we only look at what we need, what our family needs and what our own
group needs etc. - within self-interest

I commit myself to show that the weight loss industry 
is geared to make money and profit for ones pocket
disregarding the poor
when in fact the corporations who make profit from 
resources of the earth like water, oil etc. 
can create dividends enough to pay Basic/Living Income
Guaranteed, for the poor, the unemployed, the elderly and the uneducated