Paranoia of Eating Healthy Part 4: Fears: The Breatharian Diet : Day 122

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In Part 3, i looked at the first problem which is:
The definition of words that we use are based from different people's point of views

In this blog, we will look at the second problem, which is:
Resonant State of Stress and Tension based from Fear

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First, i will look at my mind - my fears and desires, when i was trying to 'not eat' and 'not drink'
(while trying the Breatharian diet).

In the blogs to come I will explore my mind as i try other diets.

Here are the fears that i had when i was trying to experiment 'not eating' and 'not drinking' (when i was trying the Breatharian diet) which i did not want to look at - focused on satisfying my desires then facing the consequence outflow of what i accepted and allowed.

My Fears and Desires while Trying the Breatharian Diet:

Note: this is the link to my blog, 'Decoding The Mind of a Breatharian' where i saw my fears::
http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/07/decoding-mind-of-breatharian-day-121.html

Fear: Fear of competition - fear of losing
Desire: Desire to win

Fear: Fear of  being fat
Desire: desire to lose weight

Fear: Fear of telling others my process
Desire: Desire to compete - to tell others about my process

Fear: Fear of fasting 2x a week - fear of taking it too fast
Desire: Desire to fast once a week in the beginning - desire to take it easy

Fear: Fear of doing difficult tasks - fear of dying
Desire: Desire to do easy tasks

Fear: Fear of being tired
Desire: Desire to not be tired

Fear: Fear of not knowing what will happen
Desire: Desire to know what will happen

Fear: Fear that my body will not adjust and fear that it is adjusting to me not eating nor drinking
Desire: Desire to know why the body is adjusting to 'not eating' when all my life i was eating

Fear: Fear that i am running slow - fear that i am inferior
Desire: Desire to run fast - desire to transcend my limitation

Fear: Fear of sleeping like normal people, having 6 hrs of sleep - fear of being inferior
Desire to sleep shorter hours - desire to be superior to others

Fear of not having time to do things i want to do
Desire to have a lot of time to do things i want to do 

Fear: Fear of feeling heavy
Desire: Desire to feel light

Fear: Fear of old normal things happening
Desire: Desire to do new things

Fear: Fear of others being right and me wrong
Desire: Desire to prove others wrong - and me right

Fear: Fear of feeling bored - fear of being un-energized
Desire: Desire to feel alive and energized

Fear: Fear of not investigating things
Desire: Desire to investigate things

Fear: Fear that everything is not okay
Desire: Desire for everything to be okay

Fear: Fear that my shit does not look normal - fear of not knowing if that's healthy or not - fear of the unfamiliar 
Desire: Desire to know what's healthy or not - having a big feces or small feces

Fear: Fear of death - fear surviving on air only
Desire: Desire to survive on solid and liquid food

Fear: Fear of not being supported - fear of doing things alone
Desire to be supported - desire to do things with others

Fear: Fear that others do not know how to assist me to survive - fear of death
Desire for others to know others will be able to assist me to survive - desire to survive

Fear: Fear that others will not value what i do - fear to do that which others think is wrong to do
Desire for others to value what i do - desire to do that which others think is right to do

While i felt light and was experiencing a sense of 'awe' seeing new things happening,  which i interpreted as 'awakening', i did not realize that within me is a ticking time bomb which can explode in any moment like an explosive that contains a great amount of energy that can produce a reaction (of emotion or feeling) if triggered by an external stimuli - a word etc.

Emotions, Feelings and Psychology

http://www.psychologicalscience.org/index.php/publications/observer/obsonline/fear-happiness-and-sadness-share-common-neural-building-blocks.html

I did not realize that within me, i am compounding these fears and desires like a positive and a negative current that emits an electric charge - similar to when i charge a word with a positive or a negative value.

Within this conflict and friction in my mind, i also saw friction and conflict in 'my without'  as this world system. I saw inequality, self-interest and competition.

We perceive ourselves separate from each other and so we compete with one another.

We develop a relationship of 'like or dislike' (emotions and feelings) to one another in our personal relationships, in group relationships and in the 'bigger picture which is the relationship between countries. 

This conflict and friction in 'our within', where we compound our fears,  is the same friction and conflict we see in 'our without' - as this world system, where countries declare War to one another, in the name of competition and the desire for 'power'.

We have to look at the fears that are fuelling our desires -  realizing that the consequence outflow of not looking at our fears/compounding our fears and satisfying our desires is physical/body stress and conflict as war in 'our without'.

This is not what is best for all of us. This will not benefit us, 'individually' either.

The question is, 'when will we take self-responsibility?'

We exist in this moment. 

We move ourselves in every moment, breath by breath.

I suggest for us to start by moving ourself within writing a blog as this will assist us to see how what we created in our 'within' we create in our 'without'.

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http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2013/06/the-paranoia-of-eating-healthy-part-1.html

In this post, i am looking at why we have the problems we have in the food industry.

When different people talk about the same thing, and have 2 or more  conflicting views about that same thing/person etc., we know that the mind is involved because the mind works with polarity. 

If one says we can survive by eating healthy food and one says we can survive by not eating food, one says cooked food is better and the other say raw food is better, when one says animal meat is good and the other says no, raw food is better, we know that this is the mind. If we accept these conflicting point of views as true, we will be in a state of doubt and there can be a tendency to rather just eat meat. In the meat industry, there are also those who believe that 'chicken is good while pork and beef  is bad' for example - those who believe that white meat is better than red meat because it has less cholesterol.

We are not stable in how we view food. We see food as separate from us - we see it as something that is here to just give us happiness/satisfaction/fullness/health etc. We do not see food  as part of the whole that is life- when it really is. 

In this confusion, we divided food into categories based on our fear of sickness  (fear of survival) and instead run after what we desire within our idea of 'how we can be healthy'.

If we rely on people's point of views both positive, negative or neutral, which is a mind interpretation of reality, within an alternate reality - as the mind, where we are alternate versions of ourselves, we will have a relationship to that which we are looking at. 

We will interpret what we see, hear etc. We will look at people, things etc. in either a positive, neutral or a negative 'light' according to what we connect/define the word to/within. 

There will be conflict and friction, and that, we can see now. We are in the brink of World War 3  right at this moment i am writing this blog. 

War starts within. 

We will separate ourselves into groups and instead of living life as equals - all in agreement to stand for what is best for all or what will benefit all, we will be at war with one another only thinking about our own self-interest. 

We will exist in a world within a condition of fear, doubt, blame etc., not realizing we are here living life as the breath in every moment interacting with each other in this one life.

So, i would like to look at the problem being this paranoia that is the noise within our mind based from our fears which fuels our desires. 

This fear is being impulsed by advertising which makes us desire to buy products we mostly don't need.

The problem:

Firstly, the definition of words that we use are based from different people's point of views  

I did not even question this. 
In my research, i found out that words written in the dictionary are words coming from people's point of views

As we participate in the mind and as we use words that had been given a positive value and a negative value, we cannot give the word we use a definition that is without  a charge

We use the words and connect them to and define them within other words, with either a both positive and a negative value. 

As we fear something that will threaten our survival. we connect some words to other words that we have given a positive value, so we can win. We also connect it to other words that we have given a negative value which makes us react to the word in a negative way, experiencing the word in that way. 

When i hear the word 'vegetarian' for example, when i am with my vegetarian friends i 'become happy' knowing that they support me in my decision to be vegetarian - in a way this makes me feel i have won them to agree with me in my decision. 

On the other hand, when i am with people who eats meat, i feel uneasy because i feel they do not support my decision and sees them as a threat to my survival within that decision. We are being impulsed by the media and everyone in our environment through words they speak and write.

So, this will not create a scenario that will benefit all. 

Words has to be redefined as equal to our expression as who we really are- for that which is what is best for all of us in this physical existence - humans, animals, plants etc.

Secondly, Resonant State of Stress and Tension based from fear 
Fears which fuels our desires

The Fears:

Fear of Survival/Loss

Fear of being alone

Fear of Death

Fear of Being Sick

Fear of looking bad/ugly

Fear of Pain

Fear of Suffering

Fear of Being Poor

Fear of Difficulty etc.

The DESIRES:

Desire to Survive

Desire to Live

Desire to be Happy

Desire for Eternal Life

Desire for Love and Bliss

Desire for a relationship

Desire to eat different kinds of food
Desire to be Healthy

Desire to be Rich

Desire to work

Desire to be popular etc.

Thirdly, My fears which fuels my desires - are being exploited for money and profit

 "A desire, within Imagination is always the result of some form of brainwashing. If you take that desire and you live it in the physical reality - you will see it never meets your Imagination." - Bernard Poolman

Links to
Decoding My Mind

http://juneroca.com/mathematics-of-life/food-mathematics/my-food-programming/my-mind-patterns/decoding-my-mind/

As businesses use tools to predict what the public want, they can predict my programming (based on my fears and desires) - using surveys etc.

Businesses get money and profit from predicting my fears and my desires, they survey me for what i need/desire and sell them to me for profit

They package goods that i like,  in plastic containers etc. , the way i like (DESIRE)  it

to get me to buy the products for them to get money and profit.

They exploit our fears which fuels our desire to buy products for money and profit.

The present world system feeds our FEARS - as it translate to Money

Within identifying the problem lies the solution.

Rather than look at satisfying our desires - i suggest we look at our fears, investigate where it comes from and take self-responsibility for creating them in our 'within' as the mind and in our 'without' as this world system. 

It will benefit us all to look at what is here in this physical reality because we  can cross-reference  it with everyone.

So, first, let us look at the definition we give words.

'To decide which words to include in the dictionary and to determine what they mean, dictionary editors study the language to determine which words people use most often and how they use them.' Merriam Webster Dictionary

Definitions of words in the dictionary come from people's point of views. The question is, what have these words been connected to and defined within?

Let's look at the definition of the word 'Paranoia'  and see what definition we have given it that express who we have become, so we can then  redefine it to that which is equal to our expression -as who we really are - as part of all that is here - standing for what benefits all of us in this one Life. 

What is the definition/meaning of the word 'paranoia' according to the dictionary?

Here's a dictionary definition of 'Paranoia':

n.
is a psychosis characterized by systematized delusions of persecution or grandeur usually without hallucinations
Reference: http://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/paranoia

Here's a Definition of 'Paranoia' that i will use as it gives me the real essence of the word from what i have seen in my investigation of myself:

'Essentially, Paranoia is the process of where you 'lose touch with reality' as you entertain the paranormal / paraNOISE of/as the Mind and then use that to define reality, which really misconstrue reality' Sunette Spies

This noise are the thoughts in my head, the backchats etc. which are normally based from fear. This fear is impulsed by the  external environment, in our homes by our parents, the media etc. for profit. 

People profit from my fear.

So, it is something i want to look at, not run away from.

What is interesting is that i run away from my fears, the very fears which hold the key to me transcending my mind. 

The same fears which fuel my desire are the key to mapping out my mind to eventually understand it and stop. 

Searching for the 'moreness' of me within any diet that will promise me long life, good looks, a good feeling, lightness etc. is futile because the fears are not being looked at and i am not taking self-responsibility for creating then in 'my within' - as the mind and in 'my without' - as this world system.  

So, within this constant 'pulling away from' the fear and 'pushing myself to satisfy my desires', i am developing a relationship to fear. 

I react to the fear and my body in turn react to that in the form of stress.

There is no way out but to face my fears. I have to face myself. 

Sickness and dis-ease is just the body's way to let me face my fears, so i can transcend my mind. 

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The Word 'Paranoia' Connected to Fear
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What is self-forgiveness?

http://juneroca.com/home/my-process/self-forgiveness/

Self-forgiveness for Resonating and Experiencing The Word 'Paranoia'

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to

resonate the word 'paranoia'

over and over again

into the very physical body

rippling through into the water

and actually program the very physical

from the depths of the physical itself

Commitment to Correction Script 

I commit myself to instead of  connecting/defining the word 'paranoia'

to/within other words

that i have assigned positive and negative values to

that are my mind interpretation of reality

redefine it as equal to my expression as who i really am

I commit myself to through writing self-forgiveness

and self-corrective application
rewrite myself
stopping the sentences in the book i have written within myself
my whole life story
including the sentences that contain the word 'paranoia'
equal to and one with how i created myself
through spoken words in my mind
creating myself through writing, speaking words 
and expressing myself through words

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 
using the word 'paranoia'  within fear of losing 
and desiring to win 
through food
through relationships etc.

I stop
I breathe through my fears and desires

I realized that within my fear of losing
and desire to win 
through food, relationships etc.
is me as the mind 
fearing and desiring
and instead of facing the fear 
of a negative energy experience
desires a positive energy experience or happiness
instead of
recognizing that the desire is fueled by the fear
forgiving and correcting oneself in ones living

redefining sadness
and living the redefined word
redefining happiness
and living the redefined word

So, within this resonant stress
of winning and losing
the physical 
reacts to my beingness' 
reaction to that 
which i thought or imagined in my mind

I therefore assist myself to rather than desire 
to love or to be the best or win
stand for what is best for all
pronounce the word 'paranoia'
see what meaning i connected it to or defined it within
according to the sound of the word

PARA- NOISE

redefine the word 

stop the noise within myself

fearing one diet desiring the next

wanting whatever will give me that excitement
to make me 'more than' 
who i perceived i am

INFERIOR

wanting to be superior

ending 
and then beginning 

a new diet
a new relationship

to transcend the 
negative
through the positive

ending and then starting another, after another

within balance in polarity
doubting myself 
uncertain about who i have become
the one thar fears or the one that desires
blaming the food, the person, the relationship etc.
the body/physical
having the excuse that i have to survive
and justifying that

playing the game to win 
so i will not lose
in a world of competition
where the winner becomes the best
within an alternate reality - the  mind
forgetting the real physical existence

believing that this is 'wholeness'

instead of realizing that 
this is balance in polarity
and realizing that 
real wholeness

is establishing a world that truly honors life
and standing for what is best for all
plants, animals, human etc.

as one as equal

learning from the body/nature

that resonates the words
that we speak and write 
through it
rippling through into the water
programming 
the very physical
into the depths of the physical itself

the words charged with positive and negative values
positive and negative charges 
that creates a sound/noise within our mind

that drives us to desire
to eat all kinds of diets
that drives us to desire
all kinds of relationships

the reaction to fear creating stress
within the physical body

I assist myself to stop the noise

redefining the words i speak and write
living the redefined meaning 
as an expression of myself
equal to who i am

I assist myself to change my relationship with fear
to instead of fear of survival directing me
look at where the fear comes from
walk-back and forgive myself
for what i accepted and allowed
and commit to correct myself

write a script that i can use
in my living application

to rewrite the words within the book that is myself
to rewrite the patterns within my mind
to rewriting the programs within

so as i rewrite 'my within'
as the mind
rewrite 'my without
as the world system

so as i redefine words
I redefine myself 
I redefine the world

into a world that truly honors life
into a world of equality

breath by breath
moment by moment

Quote:
'to resonate and experience that word or such a memory
over and over and over again and because it resonates
over and over again into the very physical body
it ripple through into the water
and actually program the very physical from the depths of
the physical itself'
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Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with the word 'paranoia'
as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express myself here - as i birth myself as Life


Why am I Using Mathematics? 
I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i had given words i connected to the word  'paranoia' - which are NOT REAL. I am showing the real value of words as living words.

 Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
 http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application
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Self-forgiveness Statements:

Separating Myself from The Word Through Giving It A Positve and Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word paranoia through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word paranoia through giving it a negative value

Charging The Word With A Positive and Negative Value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word paranoia with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word paranoia with a negative value

Positive Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word love
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word love

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word desire
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word desire

Negative Connections/Definitions

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word fear
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word fear

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word doubt
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word doubt

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word jealousy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word jealousy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word envy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word envy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word paranoia to the word anger
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word paranoia within the word anger

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