Redefining Breatharianism: Food or No Food? Day 49 Correcting Myself

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I am bringing a memory back here of when i did not eat nor drink for 3 1/2 days - to look at my fear of being sick and my fear of death as the one directing me in my choice of food. So, let's look at the following points:

*Differentiating between people who are eating food and those who are not eating food like those practicing 'inedia' and those who are practicing breatharianism

a. 'Classifying people' as 'good or bad' depending on whether they eat or 'not eat'
I started giving a positive value to breatharians as i was mesmerized by the lightness i experienced and the 2 hour sleep pattern.

b. Giving a value to 'how i feel' and 'how i look' after i stopped eating
* believing that 'if i experience or feel good' without eating anything for 3 1/2 days - 'that feeling or experience is REAL'.

Not seeing/realising that i am living the fears i had in the past, in the present within me 'desiring to be breatharian'. So i am walking back and bringing the memory  back here so i can look at my Fear of being sick and my Fear of death:

Note: I will highlight the relevant part of the story line with pink

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A Copy of 

My Food Programming

- Memory:I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive. 
- Memory: I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest. 

- Memory: I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk

- Memory: My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it

- Memory:  I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table

- Memory: I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce) - a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me
- Memory: To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food

- Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as i was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'.

- Memory: when i wasabout 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, lying down on bed having a flu and taking  medicine that had a 'bad taste' when i was young living with my grandmother

- Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains -then was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart and  advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and dying which i kept to myself

- Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                     (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 

- Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health

- Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so )
- Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet

- Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'

- Memory:  I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people

- Memory: I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery

- Memory: Fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death

- Memory: I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 

- Memory: Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 

- Memory: I adopted a vegan diet                                         (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food

- Memory: I researched about raw food

- Memory: I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses

- Memory: I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 

- Memory: I learned how to make raw foods                       (fear of getting sick) 

- Memory: I adopted a raw food diet

- Memory: It tasted good

- Memory: I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food

- Memory: I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'

- Memory: Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting

- Memory: I researched about juice feasting

- Memory: I read that it can remove toxins in the intestine

- Memory: I did juice feasting                                                    (fear of getting sick)

- Memory: I felt good and light

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits

- Memory: My dad had an illness so i visited him one day and was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness

- Memory: Decided to eat only fruits

- Memory: I felt light and I looked younger

- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian

- Memory: I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food

- Memory: I researched about inedia and breatharianism

- Memory: I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia

- Memory: I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'

- Memory: Where i work, they started a weightloss contest

- Memory: I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   

- Memory: I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    (fear of not surviving without  food and water/fear of death)

- Memory: I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done

- Memory: I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating

- Memory: I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'

- Memory:  I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people ate food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'

- Memory: I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'

- Memory: I feared not being able to eat for a long period of time believing that i do not know 

how to live like that - fearing  my life will be in danger and no one will be able to help me because everyone eats,thinking that if ever i get sick, the doctors in the hospital will ask me to eat and my body will not be able to take the food and so will be compromised, fearing that i might die

- Memory: I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'

- Memory: I fear continuing my fast                                 (fear of getting sick/death)

- Memory: I stopped

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This clearly shows me that my decision to 'not eat' was directed by my FEAR of not surviving when there's no food to eat nor water to drink

I was mesmerized thinking that i can be immortal when i become breatharian and considered at that point that that is the 'best state' -i believed at that point that to live without eating nor drinking is being 'immortal' - believing that i will vanish like Lao Tzu and skip death.

I believed that  because my body only wanted to sleep for 2 hrs, and that it remained awake and 'feels energized even without food' -  is a sign that this is leading me to immortality - to something 'special' 

Not realizing that this desire to be immortal came from my Fear of not surviving when there's no water to drink nor food to eat


I was running away from my 'Fear of survival and going for the opposite polarity, which is Desire to be Immortal and Desire to live even without food nor water 

I realised this is me DECIDING from a starting point of FEAR.

I am presently doing self-forgiveness for my fears and correcting myself in my living 

To be continued

Redefining Raw Food 1: Eating Raw or Cooked ? Day 48 Correcting Myself

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Looking at this video, I am seeing points i am directing here.

I decided to be a 'raw foodist' 3 years ago and i am bringing this memory back here to look at my fear of being sick and my fear of death as the one directing me in my choice of food. So, let's look at the following points:

*Differentiating between people who are into a 'high raw diet and those who are eating more cooked food than raw food- where i was :

a. 'Classifying food and people' as 'good or bad' depending on what they eat

b. Giving a value to 'how i feel' and 'how i look' after i eat a food item that is cooked or raw
* believing that if i experience/feel good after eating a certain kind of food that feeling/experience is REAL.

Not seeing/realising that i am living the past in the present. So i am walking back and bringing the memory back here so i can look at my Fear of being sick and my Fear of Death:

Note: I will highlight the relevant part of the story line with pink

This is  a mind pattern. When i look at the my food programming chart at the bottom of this page, what is clear is that my Fear of Sickness and Death is directing me.

I was living the past in the present replaying a memory in my mind and re-living that memory of me - sick and in the brink of dying - and my fear of sickness and death.

To Be Continued in the coming blogs 

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A Copy of 

My Food Programming

- Memory:I was born to this world without an assurance that i will get the basic necessities i need to survive. 
- Memory: I fear surviving in this world of competition and self-interest. 
- Memory: I cried and when my mom heard me cry, she came and fed me mother's milk
- Memory: My family fed me anything that was available for me to survive and i ate it
- Memory:  I saw them cooking and eating food so i tasted it and liked the taste of it so i ate what was served on the table
- Memory: I liked meat when i was young specifically 'humba' ( pigs knuckles in a Philippine 'humba' sauce) - a dish my mother cooked for me) so i ate more of it and other foods that was given to me
- Memory: To forget my fears,  i entertained myself with food
- Memory: I heard a story where my grandmother was telling me that when i was young, she was so angry to see a cockroach very near me while she was watching me as i was sick and dying in the hospital. She said that happened when she was ' praying to God to save my life and at the same time imploring him to take my life and not let me suffer if it was not meant for me to survive'.
- Memory: when i wasabout 7 -8 yrs old, i felt weak, lying down on bed having a flu and taking  medicine that had a 'bad taste' when i was young living with my grandmother
- Memory: when i was in high school i was having heart pains -then was told by a doctor that i have 'angina', a mild form of heart disease which the 'specialist' dismissed as 'nothing' after he tested my heart and  advised me to just play outdoors' - yet in my mind i had this fear of getting sick and dying which i kept to myself
- Memory: I did yoga and meditation                                         (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I heard and read that the 'sentient vegetarian diet' (a vegetarian diet without onions, garlic, mushroom and eggs) was a healthy diet 
- Memory: I  was invited to a sentient vegetarian dinner where they were talking about health
- Memory: I adopted a 'sentient' cooked vegetarian diet - believing that food like mushroom, garlic, onion, meat, fish etc.  has  'negative energy' in them' and that generally vegetables, fruits, nuts, milk, butter have positive energy in them (as the guru said so )  - Memory: I learned how to cook a 'tasty' vegetarian diet
- Memory: I believed that the vegetarian diet is 'better than' a carnivorous diet - believing it is a 'healthy diet'
- Memory:  I practiced the 'sentient vegetarian diet' for 29 years and believed the sentient vegetarian diet is  healthy and that it is the diet of spiritual people or highly evolved people - Memory: I attended a vegan get-together and saw a film where the doctor took solidified fat inside a man's artery
- Memory: Fear going to the hospital - fear of being operated on, fear of pain, fear of sickness, fear of death
- Memory: I did not like the diet - as it tasted bland 
- Memory: Disregarded my fear of eating bland food because i know i can make the food taste good 
- Memory: I adopted a vegan diet                                             (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I ate in a restaurant and tasted raw' tasty' food
- Memory: I researched about raw food
- Memory: I read that raw food can heal people's illnesses
- Memory: I took knowledge and information that i have heard and seen from the media as my truth 
- Memory: I learned how to make raw foods                 (fear of getting sick) 
- Memory: I adopted a raw food diet
- Memory: It tasted good
- Memory: I 'felt good and looked good' after eating 100% raw food
- Memory: I equated eating 100% raw food to 'being the best diet in the planet'
- Memory: Some of my raw food friends started juice feasting
- Memory: I researched about juice feasting
- Memory: I read that it can remove toxins in the intestine
- Memory: I did juice feasting                                                    (fear of getting sick)
- Memory: I felt good and light
- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video surviving just eating fruits
- Memory: My dad had an illness so i visited him one day and was surprised to know that he was just eating fruits, he looked 10 years younger his age and he's healed from his illness
- Memory: Decided to eat only fruits
- Memory: I felt light and I looked younger
- Memory: I saw a man in a youtube video teaching personal fitness and running very fast who claimed he was a breatharian
- Memory: I wanted to know if the body still has energy even when it's not getting food
- Memory: I researched about inedia and breatharianism
- Memory: I found out Lao Tzu who i traced as the proponent of 'Taoism' - is the proponent of Inedia
- Memory: I found out that he just disappeared and connected that to 'immortality'
- Memory: Where i work, they started a weightloss contest
- Memory: I decided to test not eating nor drinking for 3 1/2 days   
- Memory: I started fasting without water nor food once a week and then twice a week, 2 1/2 days a week and then 3 1/2 consecutive days not eating nor drinking    (fear of not surviving without  food and water/fear of death)
- Memory: I found out my body only wants to sleep for 2 hrs and has all the energy throughout the day to do what needs to be done
- Memory: I found out i can run faster when i was not eating - also feeling so light -  than when i was eating
- Memory: I was mesmerized by these new found 'feats'
- Memory:  I considered myself 'special' believing that the majority of people eats food and i didn't - believing they were 'normal and i was special'
- Memory: I found out my body is beginning to adopt to not eating on the third day of the 'no water no food fast'
- Memory: I fear sickness and death - so it came up and i saw myself fearing not being able to eat for a long period of time
- Memory: I heard someone saying that breatharianism is a 'mind energetic bullshit'
- Memory: I fear continuing my fast                                         (fear of getting sick/death)
- Memory: I stopped 

I am presently doing self-forgiveness for my fears and correcting myself in my living

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I believed that raw food is 'the best diet on the planet' because i 'looked good and felt good' when i was eating 100% raw food

I was running away from my 'Fear of sickness and Fear of Death, by being a Raw Foodist' - and 'i lived that decision'.

I realised this is me DECIDING from a starting point of FEAR.

To be continued

Redefining the Word 'Water' Day 47

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The Word Water: Word Connection Mathematics

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Why am i redefining the word 'Water'?

I realized the definition i give this word reflects how i view myself, others and this world and accordingly, this is how i experience the word. So, i am redefining the word 'water' and give it a definition i can live as who i really am - equal to all that exist - as Life

Here's how Dictionary.com defines the word 'water'
http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/water

A transparent, odorless, tasteless liquid, a compound of hydrogen and oxygen, H ₂  O, freezing at32°F or 0°C and boiling at 212°F or 100°C, that in a more or less impure state constitutes rain,oceans, lakes, rivers, etc.: it contains 11.188 percent hydrogen and 88.812 percent oxygen, by weight.

Here's My Redefinition of  The Word 'Water'

A transparent, odorless, tasteless liquid, a compound of hydrogen and oxygen, H2O , freezing at 32 degrees Farenheight or 0 degree Centigrade and boiling at 212 degrees farenheight, or 100 degrees centigrade, that in a more or less impure state constitutes rains, oceans, lakes, rivers, etc.: it contains 11.188 percent hydrogen and 88.812 percent oxygen by weight.

Realising that the hydrogen atom consist of protons, neutrons and electrons that all atoms consist of - that all life consist of

Realising that the oxygen atom consist of protons, neutrons and electrons that all atoms consist of - that all life consist of

Realising that in its frozen state water consists of the same hydrogen and oxygen atoms water consist of when in its liquid and gaseous state - the atoms that all life consist of

Realising that in its liquid state water consists of the hydrogen and oxygen atoms water consist of when it's in the frozen/solid and gaseous state - the atoms that all life consist of

Realising that in its gaseous state water consists of the the hydrogen and oxygen atoms water consist of when it is in its frozen/solid and liquid states - the atoms that all life consist of

Realising water - as the rain,  consists of atoms that all life consist of

Realising that the water in the oceans consist of atoms all life consist of

Realising that the water in the lakes, rivers and other bodies of water in nature consist of atoms all life consist of

Realising the water in the body consists of atoms which all life consist of

equal to the atoms animals' bodies/physical consist of - which all life consist of

equal to the atoms plants' bodies/physical consist of - which all life consist of

equal to the atoms bodies/physical of  humans consist of - which all life consist of

equal to the atoms matter consist of - which all life consist of

equal to the the atoms the body of nature consist of

Realising the atoms consist of substance all consist of
Realising the atoms of oxygen and hydrogen that water consist of - consist of substance all consist of

Water supports life on earth

We have to develop an equal and one relationship with water.

The water that is being given to all equally should be distributed to all equally which entails equally distributing money to all so all can have means to get water.

The Word 'Water': Connection Mathematics: Day 46

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Releasing the energy charge and equalizing myself with/as the word 'water' 

- as who i am in relation to symbols that form words and sentences which i use to express me here

Why am I Using Mathematics?

I am using mathematical symbols at the end of this post to show an example of MIND values i have given the words i connected to the word  'water' which i experienced within my mind  - which are NOT REAL  and showing the real value of words of/as living words.

Why am i using Self-forgiveness?
http://juneroca.com/my-process/self-forgiveness/

I am using  self-forgiveness and writing a commitment to correct myself in how i use this word in my living application 

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Self-forgiveness

Separation

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word water through giving it a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the word water through giving it a negative value

Charging the Word With Positive and Negative Values

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word water with a positive value
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to charge the word water with a negative value 

Positive Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word cleanse
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word cleanse

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word detox
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word detox

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word body
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word body

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word weightloss
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word weightloss

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word rain
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word rain

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word healthy
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word healthy

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word beach
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word beach

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word clean
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word clean 

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word cook
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word cook

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word baptize
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word baptize

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word bath
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word bath

Negative Connections

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word fear
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word fear

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word dry
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word dry

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word drown
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word drown

I forgive myself that  i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word thirst
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word thirst

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word dirty
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word dirty

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word fasting
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word fasting

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word water to the word flood
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to define the word water within the word flood

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as i see myself 

separating from the word 'water'

through giving it a positive or a negative value

within and as my mind

I stop

I breathe

I realise that giving the word a positive value or a value that is more than life

is me as a simulated version of me looking through my mind's eyes

within my mind - fearing losing - trying to win - to survive in this world

realising that giving the word a negative value or a value less than life 

is me as the simulated version of me

within my mind

perceiving myself losing - so desiring to win to survive

Instead of seeing and realizing that i am here as breath in every moment

moving me, directing me as who i am

So i commit myself to bring myself back HERE and assist myself 

to accept and allow myself to see the physical reality as it is 

to through my physical eyes see that all of us

 consist of the same substance

therefore as equals

 living this one life

to before speaking and writing this word 

stabilize me as breath

standing clear of mind energetics - before i speak or write

and use the word as equal to my expression - as who i really am

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The Mathematics of Giving Positive and Negative Values

Vs

Giving Value Equal to Life

I realized that i have given values to these words

and then connected them to the word 'water'

as an example

Positive values

cleanse = +100

detox = +100

                                                                                                                                                               

body = +10

weightloss = +100

rain = + 10

healthy = +100 

 beach = +100

clean = +100

cook = +100

baptize = +10

bath = +100

Negative Connections

fear = -40

dry = -10

drown = -50

thirst = -50

dirty = -20

fasting = -40

 flood = -80

Instead of realising that these values are NOT REAL

as i made them up in my mind

and it is

to realise that the value of a word is equal to who i am

as how i use it in my written and spoken expression

living it - as equal to/as sound - as equal to/as Life

Redefining The Pumpkin Day 45

THE Word 'PUMPKIN'

The Word 'Pumpkin' and The Words i Connected It To
 http://foodandnutritionjunejourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/11/the-word-pumpkin-connected-to.html
 

I realized that the definition i am giving this word reflects how i view myself , others and this world and accordingly, this is how i experience the word.

So, i am redefining the word 'pumpkin' and give it a definition i can live as who i really am - equal to all - as Life.

The pumpkin is being used during holidays to celebrate events where we can get a positive energy experience. It is also being used in competitions where people are awarded for their talent in carving a pumpkin. This is using the pumpkin within self-interest - and not seeing the pumpkin as an equal.

Even in definitions given by us (as the mind),  we can see the inequality that exist between humans and plants.

Source: Wikipedia

A pumpkin is a gourd-like squash of the genus Cucurbita and the family Cucurbitaceae (which also includes gourds).^[1] It commonly refers to cultivars of any one of the species Cucurbita pepo, Cucurbita mixta, Cucurbita maxima, and Cucurbita moschata, and is native to North America. They typically have a thick, orange or yellow shell, creased from the stem to the bottom, containing the seeds and pulp. Pumpkins are widely grown for commercial use, and are used both in food and recreation.

Redefining the Word 'Pumpkin'

A pumpkin is a gourd-like squash of the genus Cucurbita and the family Cucurbitaceae - native to North America. They typically express have a thick, orange or yellow shell, creased from the stem to the bottom, containing the seeds and pulp.

The body/physical of the pumpkin consist of atoms - equal to the atoms the body/physical of the earth consist of - equal to the atoms the body/physical of animals consist of - equal to the atoms the body/physical of humans consist of. 

Realizing that the atoms consist of substance equal to/as Life.

Plants are here to give up its life so the body/physical of humans can survive. So, let's not abuse the pumpkin.

The pumpkin is our equal

We have to live this truth