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Fear Dimension
In this blog, I am looking at the fear dimension as 'fear that others will not like me when i get fat' when in front of the pumpkin pie. I am using elementary mathematics to show how I add to the value of the pumpkin pie instead of seeing its real value as equal to Life.
I am using self-forgiveness, writing a commitment script and self-corrective application to correct myself so I can birth myself as equal to and one with Life.
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'Fear that others will not like me when i get fat'
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to
create a relationship with fear - fearing that others will not like me
when i am fat
and fear they will look down on me
where fear of fat
and fear of being inferior
becomes the force that drives me
to choose which foods to eat
and fear they will look down on me
where fear of fat
and fear of being inferior
becomes the force that drives me
to choose which foods to eat
rather than what the body needs to survive optimally
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The Mind Value vs the Real Value of Fat
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The Mind Value vs the Real Value of Fat
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Within this Fear
'Fear others will not like me when i become fat'
the mind value i am giving 'Fat is equal to - 10'
where
-1 is the 'least negative experience/suffering i will get in the future'
-10 is the 'most negative experience/suffering i will get in the future'
based on 'experiences in the past'
where
when i gained weight/got fat
had a negative energy experience
of others not looking at me
where looking at me
was connected to 'liking me'
and not looking at me
was connected to
'not liking me'
so the me, this is me as the mind
deciding to give a value to fat that is less than life
based on a negative energy experience in the past
'Fear others will not like me when i become fat'
the mind value i am giving 'Fat is equal to - 10'
where
-1 is the 'least negative experience/suffering i will get in the future'
-10 is the 'most negative experience/suffering i will get in the future'
based on 'experiences in the past'
where
when i gained weight/got fat
had a negative energy experience
of others not looking at me
where looking at me
was connected to 'liking me'
and not looking at me
was connected to
'not liking me'
so the me, this is me as the mind
deciding to give a value to fat that is less than life
based on a negative energy experience in the past
and gave fat this value
'Fat = -10'
predicting that i will get a negative experience/suffering in the future
when i gain weight/get fat
within 'fear of getting fat'
instead of looking at this Fear
redefine the word 'Fat'
and give it a real value equal to Life
as in
Fat = Life
redefine the word 'Fat'
and give it a real value equal to Life
as in
Fat = Life
and use it as equal to my written and spoken expression
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Commitment to Correct Myself
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing others will not like me when i get fat
I stop
I breathe
I realized that
I connected people not looking at me
to losing my relationship with people
which means i will not be desired
which essentially equates to being alone
as i connected 'not being desired to not being looked at, and not being looked at, to being alone'
which i connected to a 'negative energy experience'
where i connected no one looking at me or no one desiring me
to having no relationship/being alone
within fear of not existing as the mind character/personality
connecting people looking at me as
having many people validating my existence
a 'positive energy experience'
that will give me 'happiness'
as the evil me - within self-interest and survival
only after what i will get
which equates to 'my happiness' as a mind character
as the 'me, i and myself'
existing within a belief that there is a certain weight
i should be in
making gaining weight above the recommended weight (120) for my height
as
being fat
where the mind values i am giving fat is not real
as it is based on past negative experiences
of who i have become
as the 'mind memory of me'
as my 'negative experiences'
in the past
and projecting that in the future
projecting the following values
Fat = - 10
where
-1 = not being looked at
-2 = not having a relationship
-3 = not being liked
-4 = unattractive/ugly
-5 = below normal
-6 = will not have someone who i can have sex with
-7 = will not be happy
-8 = will be alone
-9 = will be inferior
-10 = will not exist
so, i am assisting myself to accept and allow me
to have a real relationship with my body/fat
where i establish real communication with my body
seeing its expression as equal to my expression
giving it sustenance that it accepts
assisting it to survive optimally
and stopping me as the mind
birthing me here
as the body/physical/substance
with a value equal to life
realizing that the body/physical/substance of nature
has a value equal to life
and all that is here has a value equal to life
Commitment to Correct Myself
I commit myself to when and as i see myself
fearing others will not like me when i get fat
I stop
I breathe
I realized that
I connected people not looking at me
to losing my relationship with people
which means i will not be desired
which essentially equates to being alone
as i connected 'not being desired to not being looked at, and not being looked at, to being alone'
which i connected to a 'negative energy experience'
where i connected no one looking at me or no one desiring me
to having no relationship/being alone
within fear of not existing as the mind character/personality
connecting people looking at me as
having many people validating my existence
a 'positive energy experience'
that will give me 'happiness'
as the evil me - within self-interest and survival
only after what i will get
which equates to 'my happiness' as a mind character
as the 'me, i and myself'
existing within a belief that there is a certain weight
i should be in
making gaining weight above the recommended weight (120) for my height
as
being fat
where the mind values i am giving fat is not real
as it is based on past negative experiences
of who i have become
as the 'mind memory of me'
as my 'negative experiences'
in the past
and projecting that in the future
projecting the following values
Fat = - 10
where
-1 = not being looked at
-2 = not having a relationship
-3 = not being liked
-4 = unattractive/ugly
-5 = below normal
-6 = will not have someone who i can have sex with
-7 = will not be happy
-8 = will be alone
-9 = will be inferior
-10 = will not exist
so, i am assisting myself to accept and allow me
to have a real relationship with my body/fat
where i establish real communication with my body
seeing its expression as equal to my expression
giving it sustenance that it accepts
assisting it to survive optimally
and stopping me as the mind
birthing me here
as the body/physical/substance
with a value equal to life
realizing that the body/physical/substance of nature
has a value equal to life
and all that is here has a value equal to life
