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This
is a Continuation of this Blog:
In my last blog, I wrote about 'my experience' of the pumpkin pie , where I looked at
the backchat I have when I see it on the table.
In this blog, I am looking at another backchat about doubting myself when in front of the pumpkin pie.
I am
using elementary mathematics to show how I add to the value of the pumpkin pie instead of seeing its real value as equal to Life.
I am using self-forgiveness, writing a commitment script and
self-corrective application to correct myself so I can birth myself as equal to
and one with Life.
Self-forgiveness
Backchat
I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself
to have internal conversation within my mind
to have internal conversation within my mind
when in front of a cooked pumpkin pie
where i have this backchat:
'i like to taste this a little bit, but i might end up eating more and end up eating a lot even if i do not really like it'
doubting if i will be able to direct myself
as i am suspicious that i 'cannot effectively direct myself'
to instead succumb to my 'desire to eat sweets'
in family gatherings as i
do what everyone does to
fit in to the group
eating what everyone eats that tastes good
eating what everyone eats that tastes good
entertaining myself and making myself 'happy'
as the evil me only wanting 'happiness and bliss'
as the evil me only wanting 'happiness and bliss'
through eating food and more food
as I 'seek the moreness of me' within
eating food that tastes good to be 'happy'
as I 'seek the moreness of me' within
eating food that tastes good to be 'happy'
me, I and myself
within self-interest and survival
wanting to be 'happy' and 'entertain me'
so I can evolve me as the mind
within eating sweets
not realizing that i can change my starting point
wanting to be 'happy' and 'entertain me'
so I can evolve me as the mind
within eating sweets
not realizing that i can change my starting point
from 'fear of getting fat'
to developing a real relationship with the body
clearing the communication lines with the body
by stopping me as the mind
as mind chatter
as thoughts, internal conversations/backchats, imaginations etc.
giving it what it needs to survive optimally
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'i like to taste this a little bit, but i might end up eating more and end up eating a lot even if i do not really like it'
Existent within this Backchat is the belief that the sweet taste of the pie can make me 'happy' which is a 'positive energy experience' - within this believing that the mushy texture can give me a 'negative energy experience'
where the value i give the cooked pumpkin pie = +1
for its sweet taste
for its sweet taste
as i see sweetness as something that can make me 'happy'
instead of giving the pumpkin pie value = Life
as it is made of plants
plants having value = Life
as it is made of plants
plants having value = Life
realizing the real value of all that is here is equal to Life
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Commitment To Correct Myself
I commit myself to when and as I see myself having internal conversations/backchat
doubting my ability to direct myself
I stop
I breathe
I realize that the sweet taste of the pumpkin pie is
is directing me instead of me being self-directive
so I am assisting myself to
flagpoint myself when faced with lots of food on the table
and change my starting point from doubting my
own ability to direct myself to being
self directive
standing within myself as equal to the pumpkin pie
and making a recipe of the pumpkin pie that
I can eat and enjoy
which the body responds well to
supporting its survival optimally
and establish real communication with the body as me
I commit myself to when and as I see myself having internal conversations/backchat
doubting my ability to direct myself
I stop
I breathe
I realize that the sweet taste of the pumpkin pie is
is directing me instead of me being self-directive
so I am assisting myself to
flagpoint myself when faced with lots of food on the table
and change my starting point from doubting my
own ability to direct myself to being
self directive
standing within myself as equal to the pumpkin pie
and making a recipe of the pumpkin pie that
I can eat and enjoy
which the body responds well to
supporting its survival optimally
and establish real communication with the body as me
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