Texture of the Pumpkin and Feces 2: Pumpkin Mathematics Day 32 Imagination Dimension

 

 

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Self-forgiveness

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself

 to imagine the cooked mushy pumpkin

 as a mushy feces within my mind

giving a mind value to the pumpkin equal to- 10

 

(-1 being the texture having the least resemblance to the texture of feces and -10 having the most resemblance to the texture of feces)

as in

 

cooked mushy pumpkin texture = -10

where when I connected the mushy texture of the pumpkin

 to the mushy texture of feces

and imagined it within my mind --

I deflated the real value of the pumpkin

as

pumpkin value = - 10

as I connected it to the mushy texture of feces

not seeing

the real value of the pumpkin

as

pumpkin value = Life

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Commitment to Correction

I commit myself to when and as I see myself

imagining a picture of feces

within my mind

when I see the texture of cooked mushy pumpkin

I stop

I breathe

I realized I connected the texture of the pumpkin

with the texture of the feces

and as I associate the feces with bad odor

I deflated the value of the feces to -10

(-1 having the least bad odor and -10 having the most bad odor)

which deflated the value of the pumpkin to -10

as I equated it to the feces

and as I connected the texture of the pumpkin to the feces

 

as me as the mind connects the feces to sickness and death

 

 the value of the pumpkin 'deflates further'

 

I then create a relationship with the pumpkin 

 

and experience the pumpkin in a 'negative way'

 

Not realizing that this is me living the definition (value) i gave the pumpkin

 

which is not real as the real value of the pumpkin = Life

 

thus, using the mind to manipulate the body

 

by physically reacting with disgust

 

hands open palms pushing the cooked mushy pumpkin away

 

and saying 'yuck'

 

(I will write about the behavior dimension in the coming blogs)

 

So, I assist myself to accept and allow myself to see the real value of the pumpkin and

 

create a real relationship with it

 

seeing it as an equal

 

where

 

the body of Pumpkin = Life

 

the body of Nature = Life

 

the body of Humans = Life

 

the body of Animals = Life

 

- as all